you got that extra ordinary something

2008-06-13T11:04:00.002+08:00

Well I haven't been here for a long time, have I? I just thought maybe I'd come by and mess around a lil bit. Ah well. I miss Devi and Vongster loads. And I miss Kat and Ann and Melissa and Bev and Aileen and Shoo and Jasmine and Charissa and Charlene and Hoting and Raina. :( This isnt really good.

Anyhow I hope my brother's gonna be dne with his assignments today. He's been a rather huge bore lately. Hahaha.

I am itching to go shopping. :( I wi.sh summer was here. I wish it was December. I wish we could graduate from foundation now now now. I wish I could tell you I'm having the time of my life. But I'm not.

Sadly.

2008-03-05T14:51:00.000+08:00

I wonder who still reads this?

(:

2008-02-16T15:54:00.002+08:00

Haven't been here for months. Just an update: since my last post here, Olvels have been long over, prom has been long over, graduation has been long over, and college life awaits now.

Arrghhhh , am seriously drugged out from my flu pills. Gotta sleep. See ya.

2007-10-18T21:14:00.001+08:00

WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG. LISTEN TO WESTLIFE. THEY CHEER YOU RIGHT UP. FOR ME, AT LEAST. (:

I hate the fact that what i really need now are encouragements and I am not getting any. And "Nobody's putting any pressure on you, just do it" doesn't count as an encouragement dammit!
Damn you. I hate how my posts have been turning out so negative lately. :(

just a smile and the rain is gone,
can hardly believe it , yeah
There's an angel standing next to me
reaching for my heart

just a smile and theres no way back
can hardly believe it yeah
but there's an angel calling me
reaching for my heart

i know i'll be okay now
this time it's real

2007-09-22T12:26:00.000+08:00

I'm such a whiny bitch. I just can't get over how much I didn't deserve this shit. I'm sorry, but I'm just so shit-assed traumatised. It's not even like I didn't work hard for it, then at least, I know I have greater potential. Right now I feel like my best is a fricking C6. I can't even face my friends without thinking I'm stupid, without wondering if they think I'm stupid. Maybe I would've done better entering some neighbourhood school. I wonder why part of me still won't let myself give up. Maybe because I promised Hoting I wouldn't. She's been comforting me alot, Beverly, Devi and her. I love you guys alot. Anyway, fuck this. I really sound like an emo pathetic whiny bitch.

2007-08-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

We're both looking for something
that we've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

Looking at you,
holding my breath,
For once in my life,
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
letting you inside.

I'm feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says
For the first time
Well maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love can feel for the first time

The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes

Looking at you,
Holding my breath,
For once in my life
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
Letting you inside.

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong,
I'm feeling rightwhere I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

We're crashing
Into the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love can feel for the first time
Like being in love she said for the first time
Like being in love can feel for the first time

2007-06-21T15:32:00.000+08:00

I'm just about to die! Xanga isn't working, the damn @#$%$# thing, or maybe it's just my $%@^ computer. It probably is my @$%$3 computer, come to think of it. Anyway, the weather's completely hot as hell, even though it just rained. You have no idea how much I crave ice cream right now.

I hate this hot as hell weather, it's driving me completely stark raving mad. If only I had a swimming pool..

2007-06-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

Okay. I am dedicating this post to Devi. Hahaha.

Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno No Ordinary Girl says:
THE BEE IS SCARING THE HELL OUTTA ME!
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno No Ordinary Girl says:
I OPENED THE WINDOW FOR IT BUT IT DOESNT WANNA FLY OUT!
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
smack it
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
ahahahahaha
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
smackdown
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno No Ordinary Girl says:
what if it doesnt die!
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno No Ordinary Girl says:
it had probably be furious and try to sting me
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
oh yes.
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
it will.
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
hahhhah
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
so smack it doubly hard.
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
ahahhahahahahaha
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno No Ordinary Girl says:
THANKS DUDE!
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno No Ordinary Girl says:
FOR BEING SO LOVELY!
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno No Ordinary Girl says:
HAHAHA
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
CONTINUOUS SMACKS
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
AHAHAHAHA
& she said yeah yeah yeah, ooh oh says:
THAT SHOULD WORK
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno No Ordinary Girl says:
it is hiding again!
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno No Ordinary Girl says:
WHATS ITS DAMN PROBLEM MAN!

I think, its "damn problem" is you, Devi.

2007-06-12T00:48:00.000+08:00

I changed the layout.

Just being bored.

Because it doesn't matter anyway.

2007-05-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

I missed my posts.

I realised I wrote something three years ago that was terribly mean. It was completely awful and childish, I showed it to Dave and she started laughing.

I am completely inefficient and unproductive. :(

2006-11-11T16:44:00.000+08:00

just came back from compass, fixed my specs, bought sweets, ate ice cream. i'm leaving for hk tomorrow(: will be back on 22nd dec. so see you guys then! [: love you all.

2006-11-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

hey kiddoes gotta tell you something funny. really really really really funny. i just flipped through this book where i write all my complaints and stuff and there was this entry on the first day of the school where i called jacq a freako. HAHAHAHHAHAHA now isnt that the funniest thing you ever heard. hahahaha. yeah well we were passing around this name list or something and i passed it back to raina and jacq and then they start laughing like retards so i kinda thought they were laughing at my name, thats why i called her a freako. turns out she was laughing at ...someone else's name though. tsk jacq tsk, that isnt very nice. actually yeah whatever as long as it isnt my name. hahahhaa.

okay. got off at 1 from cip though we were supposed to end at 4 but kat and i were so efficient you see. so efficient dude the supervisor asked us to go home(: kat's so full of bull, she thought the woman was pregnant when she's just plain chubby. omg man haha.
yepp came home and watched a walk to remember hohoho the thing i remember the most from the movie is shane west's deep gravelly masculine-ly voice and his intense green-eyed gaze okay kidding. how saddd it made me cry but it didnt show mandy moore die though. :(
after that watched busted music vids on youtube. okay i confess i didnt boycott it at all. ahhaha, whatever. busted has really cute and wacky vids and they're really horny. they have good songs though and sorry ann i like them more than mcfly. [: anyway yeah busted's over now.
i'm into switchfoot's only hope now(: someone once told me switchfoot rocked and im only starting to check out their songs their lyrics are really deep i guess and it suits me cus I'M DEEP. YEAAAAH DUDES.

2006-11-08T19:45:00.000+08:00

When I was a young boy,
My Father took me into the city,
To see a marching band.
He said "Son when you grow up, would you be the savior of the broken, the beaten and the damned."
He said "will you defeat them, your demons and all the non-believers, the plans they have made."
"Because one day I leave you, A phantom to lead you in the summer, To join the black parade."

i looove emo songs so sue me. [[[[[[:
and i got scammed today it was really weird. so i arrived like really early at amk and had to wait for kat, who chose to arrive late today of all days. haha. so yeah and then i saw kat so i walked to her and this fat cow of a woman comes and asks me for 2 bucks and im like what for and she says she wants to buy lunch. so GUESS WHAT I THINK YOU ALREADY KNOW THE ANSWER I GAVE THE 2 BUCKS TO HER. she just took the money and kinda walked off? i cannot absolutely believe that i've just got scammed despite hearing all these scamming stories, i should've known better. but its okay, kat got scammed on friday too (: HAHA. by a man who's like the woman's son i bet. amk is this home for scammers i swear i'm never going there again after im done with my cip. yeah okay. dont call me stupid. thats what i called kat on friday too and today it happened to meee:(

so today's cip was kinda okay, but tiring. just moving xray files here and there, slotting in patients files, whatever they call archiving. really isnt as easy as it seems, whoever knew files could be so heavy. hahaha and we managed to insult like everyone we've met. so after our lunch we entered the offfice and the secretary woman wasnt at her seat so i was like maybe she went for lunch hour again ahhaa and kat went yeah eat eat eat eat nonstop hahaha OMG and then turns out she was doing archiving too. omg man.

uhhhuh. I remembered, happy birthday anson [[[: grow up, dude haha mmkay kidding.

2006-11-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

goodness i'm damn fricking bored. talking to charlene online is kinda like talking to yourself. idiot. haha.

anyway rightttt today's ann's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANN. (: went for her birthday thing at east coast park, only jacq and i went :( and ann's church friends. stayed for bout an hour? ahaha. reached home at about 6. the bus rides took about like 2 hours in total it was so lonnngg and we have to walk damn long too but its not supposed to take so bloody long its the damn bus which went around the whole stupid town. yepp and then i realised those stupid library books were due today so i went compass when i came home and i had to walk cus i was so broke my ezlink card had no money and i've got no money to top up either :( actually i wouldnt have given a damn about fines except that i used sinyee's bro's card. hahaha. so yepp. i'm bored. youtube sucks. i wish it had some feedback thingy so i can report how much it sucks. oh yeah i just watched confessions of a teenage drama queen i think its quite sucky. like seriously dude. like all the characters sucked, esp lindsay lohan's. i hate her but i think her acting's quite good.

jeeeeeeeeeez i'm shit-ass bored im going to die soon. help.
:(

2006-11-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

NO i am very pissed and sad now :( i finally got around to watching laguna beach on youtube yesterday and i only watched 2 episodes, and today all the episodes were removed due to some stupid fricking copyright infringement and so i am very very very pissed and sad now what am i supposed to do for the rest of my miserable days? :(((((( stupid stupid youtube i will never visit it again. i think everybody should boycott it and not visit it then maybe the boss will come to his senses and put up all those vids again. hahahah.

anyway today did cip with kat, went amk hospital and did archiving so sad we didnt get to do any of the doctor business. its sad CIP can't get money. why is everything so sadddd. :( and then after that ate at pizza hut with sinyee and devi oh my bloody gods SO FULL. :(
anyway. sinyee is really gay. we were jogging past this old lady carrying a baby in her arms and then she suddenly waved at him so i turned to her and was like what the bloody hell. hahaha. she just made me swear in front of the stupid baby :( anyway i managed to jog 1.6k without stopping, shut up all you athletes. its very good for someone like me. as in brainsmart and not sportsmart. haahhaa. all you athletes are just sportsmart but theres nothing in your brains hahahah okay kidding. :D
yay okay tomorrow is ann's birthday, happy birthday in 3 hours 52 mins 31 secs. i am very very bored thanks to stupid youtube. metube. ourtube. hahaa. okay. goodbye

2006-10-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHHAA. CHECK THIS OUT

Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
lets be comrades
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
tong zhis
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
you
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
re gay
Raina TILL THEN, says:
okay, like animal farm!
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
okay
Raina TILL THEN, says:
what's re gay
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
you are percy the pig
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
i mean you're gay
Raina TILL THEN, says:
i'm sure there's a pig that died okay!
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
yes, you
Raina TILL THEN, says:
oh. percy's the one that died?
Raina TILL THEN, says:
hahaha okay i didn't know that
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAA
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
WHY YOU SO WEIRDDDd!!!
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
DO YOU REALLY BELIEVE THERE IS A PERCY THE PIG IN TEH BOOK
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA
Raina TILL THEN, says:
OMG KAYI!!!!
Raina TILL THEN, says:
YOU CHEATED MY FEELINGS WA LAU
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
Raina TILL THEN, says:
I TRUSTED YOU!!!!!
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAA
Raina TILL THEN, says:
I bet you made up the glossary thing too right
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
PERCY THE PIG IS THE GUMMY FROM MARKS AND SPENCERS
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
AHAHAHAHHAHAHA
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
AAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA
Raina TILL THEN, says:
WA LAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
Raina TILL THEN, says:
i'm not laughing!
Raina TILL THEN, says:
i never knew marks and spencers had gummy pigs
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
YOU ARE SO FUNNY MAN
Raina TILL THEN, says:
you have betrayed my trust in you!
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
AHAHAHAHAHHAA
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
YOU ARE SO FUNNY
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
WOW MAN
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
LOOK AT HOW HARD I LUAGHED
Raina TILL THEN, says:
look?
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
I MUST BLOG ABOUT IT
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
AHHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAA
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
GOOD MEMORIES
Raina TILL THEN, says:
it's not funny!
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
YES IT IS
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through says:
ITS THE FUNNIEST THING IN THE CENTURRY

2006-10-31T19:50:00.000+08:00

hi dudes wassup dudes i'm happy happy happy. ahha. i trust in retail therapy. went shopping with yee and devi and we walked nearly the whole of orchard from plaza sing to taka to wisma to fareast to tangs. so bloody tired, but happy yay but i still want a pair of jeans. :(

yepp. yesterday was stupid chi olevels :( i think im gonna do really badly for compo, i mean topics were quite easy but my chinese writing skills are just plain crappy. yeah well, whatever. i feel bored now. okay. did you know marshmallows contain lactic acid? haha. the lamest thing ever. oh. i bought my new textbooks. they're lame. :( i hate human geog. sucks. okay. i watched antm yesterday, i like danielle and joanie yay i think one of them will win. don't bother to correct me if you know who's the winner and i'm wrong okay, if you spoil it for me i'll come and stab you with my very sharp shiny bayonette. HAHAHHAA. jade and her vocab is super funny shes damn retarded she makes up so much words. brunetteness, considerating and what else. and survivor is finally showing here my goodness after so bloody long. its about time they showed amazing race too. and they should show nice movies like a walk to remember and whatever nice stuff and not stupid ones like the scorpion king which is filled with lameness actually not really cus i was kinda engrossed in the movie when i was a 11 year old kid which just makes it all the more lame. whoa my sentence is so long. ahhahaha. my birthday is coming soon(: my birthday is tomorrow. hahaha. okay. if you bothered to read this stupid crap you are indeed very stupid cus this is just a load of bullshit and trash. stupid people read stupid things. and even stupider people type stupid stuff. hahahahaha.
i'm going hongkong soon. i will be mixing around with all my fellow honkeydonkeys ehehe. ee-ore ee-ore. hahaha. hahahhaa imagine seeing eeyores flood the streets in hongkong. haha. i think i'm very funny. at the chicken rice stall today the uncle asked me if i wanted roasted or the white chicken thing and i was like anything. hahaha. yeah okay i am done laming around. i'll be back tomorrow with more lameness okie? dokie!
goodbye my lovers give me a smoochie

2006-10-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

i feel like alot of stuff has been screwed up. i've been pretty moody after the prize giving thing. today melissa looked at my report book and she went kayi whats wrong with you you de-proved so much. and thats got me thinking so much about everything, like i know i've been doing badly this year but it sounds so much more serious coming from a friend. but i really appreciated the honesty there because all along all that i've gotten from friends were the usual comforting and stuff like dont worry just do better next year.
so anyway yeah i just feel pretty screwed up and i dont know if msheng is gonna allow like everyone who writes a letter to continue higherchinese. i'm gonna be really miserable if she doesnt allow me to continue but i guess i can understand cus i havent passed a single test this year. but still. i really really want to continue taking the damn subject cus i want a shot at passing so i dont have to take it at jc. plus it feels pretty wasted, if i just drop it this year, i've taken the subject for like 6/7 years. and it sucks that i havent realised how badly i wanted all these until it had to come to this. but if im allowed to continue taking it then comes the question of whether i am really better off taking it. i have to pass next year, it's a must and for me its just a very hard thing. i'm gonna take up chinese tuition.

so anyway okay. i havent been giving out my annual postcards at the end of the school term. but this year it hasnt even felt like its sad leaving the school. last year everyone cried. i guess everyone's just happy to take a break. i'm happy about the holidays but then they'll have to end at some point and thats what im not happy about. next year's gonna be hell i know and if my results next year are anything like this year's then im gonna die.
right. so anyway it was really glad knowing all you guys. some friendships were lost but i've made other great ones. ann raina jack beverly shiuan claire melissa kat charissa. thanks you guys. and to those i've known last year or lastlastyear, huiting aileen jasmine charlene everyone else. well i dunno what to say but i'll give you a smiley face okay :) haha. i'm sorry for all the friendships lost, what can i say, i didnt want this either.

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

run, by snow patrol. its damn fricking nice go listen to it. kay i gotta go back to my chinese. love you guys, bye

2006-10-26T13:30:00.000+08:00

And so I'm letting of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

hello friends. slept the whole morning off today. yesterday we attended this personal grooming workshop which was kind of useful i guess. the trainer prolly spent a few hundred bucks on all her products. which is kinda stupid considering she's so old and she's married with a daughter, does it really matter if shes got nice moisturised skin and straight teeth? and shes gonna spend a few thousand bucks on her teeth and its like shouldnt she spend it on her daughter instead. okay whatever. so anyway right, if your deodorant contains aluminium you better throw it away or sth otherwise you're gonna die from breast cancer. YES and i found out mine has activated aluminium something gosh i need a mammogram now. hahahaha.

monday we had creative language which was really stupid if you asked me. haha. bev and i went high after that which made me really tired during chinese so i slept the lesson off. so now you know why i fail that stupid subject. hohoho.

oh clarke quay's very very coolio :) we ate at one of those riverside places and the crabs and chilli sotong rings were really yummy. yummy yummy. but the bill was like hundred bucks over. haahaa. well yeah whatever. it isnt my money anyway.
okay. i am going out soon to get birthday presents. :) i'll probably end up with something for myself too you know

okay bye friends!

2006-10-22T13:41:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday charissa<3

whaddup. these days i have been woken up super early by the baby monster in my house. uh huh. its annoying, and it reminds me why i hate babies. i didnt even get much sleep last night he was fricking bawling his head off the whole night man. and the first time i got woken up i thought it was a ghost wailing or something. omg. oh yo, windtalkers is an excellent show. i love war shows. haha. but its sad cus you know, you're just getting attached to the characters and they get killed off. :( i think nicholas cage is one hell of a great actor. (: aww but anyway i got loads of satisfaction watching japs being killed. yepp i have a thing against japs. that kind of explains my anti-korean-ness. cus they kinda look similar. and which is why i will never swoon over a slitty eyed jap/korean guy whose ancestors killed my ancestors. ehehe. haha. very funny. :S

so right, okay. yesterday night went crystal jade for dinner with my china relatives and cousins. haha dude my cousins ate up the whole fish in like a minute. yepp. friday night went to pick my china relatives up from the airport. and i saw this angmoh buff guy who's so buff he looked like he had boobs. ahaha. its so funny.

i'm very addicted to stolen by dashboard confessional<3 yay its a fricking nice song.

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
and catch the last weekend of the last week
before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
another sun soaked season fades away
You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart
Invitation only grand farewells
crash the best one of the best ones
clear liquor and cloudy eyed
too early to say goodnight
You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart
And from the ballroom floor
we are in celebration
one good stretch before our hibernation
our dreams assured and
we all will sleep well, sleep well, sleep well, sleep well, sleep well
You have stolen
You have stolen
You have stolen my heart
Watch you spin around in your highest heels
you are the best one of the best ones
we all look like we feel
You have stolen my
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

okay goodbye! last week of school. love it love it love it. (: CIAOZ!

2006-10-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you

yo dudies. today we went quality hotel for the fine dining thing. gosh damn funny man. & we had 5 course meal but the chicken rice sucked. :( anyway yeah then i got a fever so i had to go home after reaching sch. yay. haha k then ytd was career quest and we did some personlity test thing and im super nice haha. like duh. okie monday we had body talk its quite funny. and after sch we had bishan recycling thing which was damn tiring, like carrying newspapers up and down the stairs. but its quite fun. haha. running from bees.
mmkay im gonna sleep soon piss out dudies

2006-10-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

if you look closely you can see surfers

'SSUP. I HAD A REALLY NICE DREAM YESTERDAY. haha. somehow channing tatum was inside. i dunno, he was just standing somewhere. and devi was crying in my dream ahhaha, my gosh so funny. sinyee and i were buying tickets to go up a bus and then we couldnt find the bus. hahahaha. SO HALARIOUS. not really.

mmkay this week has been so amazingly shitty. wow man today we did the spa skills thing, it was quite okay compared to what i thought it would be. we made ice cream haha, well kind of. its just freezing the drink. we ended early, at like 3.30 instead of 5 cus we were so efficient, ehehe. uhhuh. recieved results earlier this week :( mine were real bad, except for emath, fricking stupid i didnt even study that much for emath. thankyou all my friends, those who tried to cheer me up. thanks charlene dude, for treating me to ice cream and listening to my whining on msn. I KNOW I CAN GET VERY ANNOYING. HAHAA. thanks bev for the twix choc, im gonna eat it tomorrow(: and omg sinyee hahaha im so sorry for interrupting your revision i feel so guilty. well good luck for your results anyway. i swear im gonna study so much harder next year. i felt really stupid when i received my results :( everyone else was so happy. well maybe its just beverly sitting next to me she's always so fricking hyper like omg., haha.

i don't get why everybody loves korean dramas so much. well ok whatever. ahha. korean dramas are stupid. hollywood's the best.
kay, piss out dudes

2006-10-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

Just hear me out
If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes

kay. yesterday was a super shit day where my brain wasn't working at all. all cus i tripped over some stupid stairs in the morning on my way to school. no i didn't give you permission to laugh. like omg man. oh-so-fricking-embarassing. and everybody just started laughing, apparently they don't get it, it's not supposed to be amusing. :( so anyway ann and aileen were like did you hurt your brain too when you fell, hoting's like did you roll down the stairs and devi just started laughing like some schizo. and she was like, you can make a joke show out of it. yes devi, you made me feel soooo much better after telling me that.

so anyway okay let's moove on. last paper today, aft that watched john tucker with ann aileen and charlene and we were in the same cinema as angela and audrey :D john tucker's damn funny, charlene went hysterical in the movie but she's like hysterical all the time anyway. haha. i stopped laughing at the end though cus my sphincter muscles desperately needed to relax HAHA angela and me were rushing to the toilet when credits rolled. so then yeah they came over and we watched hannah montana on youtube which is super funny yeah i know i said it twice alrdy.

i'm reeeaaally bored now i'm downloading some stupid game now and its taking ages, it better be worth the wait. yeahh. okay. see ya.

2006-10-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

HANNAH MONTANA EPISODE 10 PART1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZranIo13Oi0
PART 2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I34JfsOx4C0&NR
PART 3:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJrFjJnteoM&NR

ANOTHER EPISODE:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dL_jBQqzPZU

billy ray: but that was wrong. shakespeare is very important and you use it everyday in your life. like fractions. i'm using em right now. erm. im halfway up the room, 3/4, and i'm gone.

HAHA OH MY GOODNESS I SWEAR ITS LIKE THE FUNNIEST SHOW I'VE WATCHED IN YEARSSSS. (: yay. MUST GO WATCH OKAY!
kay back to geog! [:

2006-09-29T14:03:00.000+08:00

When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say we’ve had our fun
Will we make our mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?

uh. i'm flunking everythingggg, and don't tell me otherwise cus you don't know what kinda crap answers i wrote :( amath was.. i guess the paper was quite okay but i didnt really study for it so yeah i found it kinda hard. i went wtf-ing in my head throughout the paper, haha. bio yesterday was like shit. i didnt study for the fricking nerve system and it just happened to come out in section C so like how awesome.
but yeah like whatever. i don't care anymore. my results are gonna be shit anyway, i mean like i only studied one and a half weeks before the exams and i've never been so unprepared ever. i don't know. so when my shit results come out i'm not gonna be sad cus i know i deserve it. when i say shit i really mean shit, not like people who say they just passed when they got 70 plus coughcoughcough (:

kay. so loads of stuff happened. 8th sept- westlife concert. haha. i want, need and must go taka food hall. shit it has like so so so many flavours of ice cream for venezia, and there're like nice-looking doughnuts next to venezia. Oh and i want, need and must go shopping soon too. hahaho. so where was i? westlife concert. yepp it was good, but its quite short so it ended at like 9.30 but i still kana shit from my parents anyway ahaha. i love westlife. yay.

so okay. some other stuff happened too, like my grandad passing away on 21st of sept, at 2 am. the hospital called and my family went there but i didnt know cus i was fricking asleep so yeah, aft i reached home from school mum told me and we went singapore casket. we went there for like three days, on saturday he got cremated, and we got to see his remainings and stuff. i'm seriously glad i had my cousins with me. we burned all those paper stuff like hell notes for him, would it have been disrespectful of me to say that i had fun doing it? but i really did.
yeahhh. somehow, just somehow i wasnt sad, okay sure i'm sad but not the kind of torn apart sad. i seriously wondered what the hell was wrong with me. but i cried watching him in the hospital cus it looked damn painful. he was in the icu for two days, and there was this tube as thick as a finger inserted through his mouth into his lungs. he kept wanting to take it off, it was damn damn damn hard to watch him, he couldnt talk, he couldnt eat and he didnt want to sleep cus he was afraid if he did, he'd go just like that, and he really wanted to see my dad just one last time so my dad flew back from china. so yeah then the doc finally took off the tubing and they transferred him to a room, with nurses there like 24/7 and he had this oxygen mask thing and this band thing wrapped around his head, still he kept wanting to take it off and he shifted from side to side on his bed and he wasn't comfortable. but he didnt want to die yet, he didnt sleep, he couldnt sleep. and it was just seriously saddening to see him tugging at his oxygen mask, pulling at all the tubes inserted into his wrists and nose. my aunt said he didnt wanna go cus he still had some unfinished business... i think he wanted to see my brother or something, who wouldnt want to take a last look at their grandson before they died? it just sucks that my brother didnt fly back from aus to see him. i mean, sure he had his exams in mid oct but come on this would only take 3 days. has everything really changed so much from the day you left for australia, have you really been distanced so much from your family, have you forgotten the kindergarden days when grandad walked to your school just to pick you up, sent me down the block everyday to watch me go up the school bus?

i haven't really discussed this with anyone. not even with my brother, how can i? he didnt go watch my grandad go through all that stuff like i did. plus he's obsessed with his girlfriend. i need to create a eye rolling smiley, seriously. i need alot of things. i need to buck up, i know that. But to study i need motivation and... i don't have that.

You've gotta pick yourself up,
Take another look
And dust yourself off cause life's not too good,
I'll say it to myself and I'll say it again

2006-09-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

we're just puppets, puppets on strings

whaddup homies, i have a sister and a brother, they're anna sui and kaka. cus you know, everyone doesnt know how to spell tsui so they spelled it as sui for anna, so yeah the name kinda stuck with her.

spent most of my day doing homework but of course it still isnt completed yet. well duh, those stupid teachers just keep giving more WS when we go back for remedial lessons and stuff. and in the afternoon went with my dad to get specs. for him. yeah that's right he's back, he came back yesterday. okay whatever, anyway he looked really lecherous in those specs. hahaha.

okay yesterday morning went back for emath remedial, ng's last week oh how sad. pfft. jasmine and gang got her something and they said it was from the class but god we don't even know what it is. yeaaaaa so aft that went for lunch with ann and jacq, then ann went home and jack and i met bev and shiuan at taka, then walked to like wherever, i can't rmb, and ok seriously just walked a lot. jack was searching for her birthday suit and shiuan went with her and stuff so that left bev and me trailing after them like boyfriends. haha. that's what bev said. like omg okay, 3 hours and she still couldnt find a birthday suit. haha. :D so yeah, rushed home, then rushed to airport to fetch my dad. and he brought back a super huge stuffed toy for me which is like up to my waist haha. its a big yellow monster bear but aw its so cute. but my bed doesnt have anymore space cus im big and fat, and there're already 6 stuffed toys on my bed so it sits on my chair everytime i sleep. hahaha.

oh well. in 3 minutes, its gonna be 8th sept.

so letscountdown okay. ahhaha. cus i have nothing better to do.
3..
oh it just turned 2!
2..
oh i love lost okay, its like the nicest show ever. but its so draggy and stuff, and i just wanna know like what happens in the end.
1..
0
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK. -FROM YOUR BELOVED JILL!

xoxoxo, ciao

2006-09-05T20:05:00.000+08:00

WHADDDUP, today's bio lecture was like so funny man. yeah cus it was taken by johari, damn he's like 10x better than teh. okay no offence, i'm sure teh's explanations are quite good(which i wouldnt know since he makes me stone in class) but he's so damn monotonous and boring like omg man.

so, did you know it's true that the bigger your brain is, the smarter you are? bet you didn't know that, HA. if your cerebrum's bigger, it has more capacity to hold information and stuff. but, we only use 10% of our brains. the rest of the information and memories, they're all inate, so thats why we can't like remember what we did when we were babies. and yeah, apparently albert einstein donated his brain to some place when he died, and they carried tests on it and his brain is like 15% bigger in the left part or something. and they still have the brain hahaha and its coming to singapore next mth. cool huh. and he says its true that right before you die, your whole life flashes before your eyes.

so quirky.

2006-09-02T18:05:00.000+08:00

One more thing before you go
Would you please give me my records back
My bloody valentine, the pixies, cheap trick and back in black

HELLO I SHED MY OLD SKIN FOR THIS ONE! SO PLAINLY PRETTY. :D
anyway anyway anyway. i havent started on my homework yet. :( anyway. thursday was kinda lame. we the referee class won hahaha. DAMN STUPID LAHHHH our outfit was so eye catching already, when we entered the hall everyone turned to look at us, when i say everyone i mean EVERYONE. and we danced like right in front of the sec ones and the teachers ahh haha damn funny the sec ones were laughing like shittttt at us like omg man.
kk after that, went out with xinyu shiyun sinyee and devi, omg havent seen shiyun for the longest time, she looks damn diff. HAHA. she was so shy man. so we watched lovewrecked, which was okay but it isnt as nice as shes the man. ate dinner at pizza hut. yeah. THE TOILET INCIDENT WAS DAMN FUNNY I TELL YOU. hahaha. so anyway stupid yee went to the cubicle next to me, and then her stupid feet was sticking out into my cubicle so i poked her toes and she got so freaked out HAHAHA. and i laughed so hard i couldnt pee anymoreeee :(

OKAYYY went compass just now, saw the singapore idol people. i think singapore idol is way overrated. like in the newspapers today there's this girl who said she can't stop crying because joakim got out, like wth man. but anyhow, i hope paul twohill wins because i think he's the best singer(:

22 MORE DAYS TO STUDY FOR EOYS, 32 MORE DAYS BEFORE ITS ALL OVERRRRR

2006-08-29T20:18:00.000+08:00

haha i have like emaths test tomorrow but hey, i need a break. okay y'know what i'm bullshitting myself i havent really started yet. no shit. it sucks. like you don't wanna care about this kinda stupid things anymore but you can't not care, no matter what you still feel like you wanna do your best for a test. okay whatever.

GOODBYE

2006-08-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

:( YAY this stupid week finally ended. i think i'm gonna be in so much trouble for eoys. judging by how stressed i got just by this week. urgh. anyway today's english oral was like shit man. i mean the picture was okay and everything, but i just couldnt think of anything to say and plus i got a UNFRIENDLY relief teacher that i didnt even know existed till now. sad. she didnt even give me a stupid smile. oh well. i dont want a smile from her anyway. the stupid conversation was damn screwed i said so little she had to like start a new topic, like totally different, and for some points i was just like 'and..' and i let the stupid word hang in the air and i just trailed off oh god that lands me in like what.. C? and she asked me like what will i be doing in the future and i said i wanted to be a writer omg i bet she was like thinking how am i gonna be a writer when my english's so badd and i cant think of anything to say. and omg the fricking chinese and geog, left me feeling so screwed. how the hell can i not remember that hygrometer's used to measure RH, omg i actually knew the answer but stupiddddddd, i was thinking about the dry bulb thermometer and i thought it's used for like to measure the air temp so yeaaa i gave away 3 marks just like that. okay so anyway. i'm feeling annoyed. like you can't tell.

okay anyway. i'll talk about other stuff. like tv. i love tv. like you know for my birthday present, which is ahem 4 months away, i'm considering getting my mum's permission to move the tv in my grandparent's room over to mine. well they dont use it anyway. so you know, i can't just let it go to waste. it'll be better off in my room.. trust me, it'll feel so loved by me. hahaha.

dumdeedum yay guess what i need to relieve my bladder again. goodbye man.

2006-08-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO I AM TAKING A BREATHER! haha. a long breather which lasted from .. for the whole day. haha. shit. oh well i just finished 2 chapts for geog, starting on plates now which is like the stupidest difficultest chapt of all.

anyway today is like movie day for me. i just watched christmas with the kranks hahah it's quite funny, this policeman doesnt know how to spell enrique and he spelled it as 'n.reeky' HAHHAHA aint it funny. but the stupid show makes me feel pathetic. i want a snowy white christmas with lots of presents and a christmas treeeee. okay whatever. i watched high school musical too. i just watched it for the songs. haha. and before that sinyee and devi came over so we watched scary movie 4 and sisterhood of travelling pants. bridget's like so fricking pretty! :D and she's skinny. not the gross kind of skinny skinny but the nice kind of muscular skinny. hahaha, do you get me? and kostos was like so daammn old, he has to be like 20 plus which is sooooo weird. okay whateverrrrrrr.

anyhow. last sat went to the book sale thing with yee and devi which was kinda stupid cus we didnt buy anything, the books were too awful and old and torn. i love the airport. two reasons.
dumdeedum. okay i'm gonna go back to my coughbelovedcough geog. singapore is so pathetic. we dont have any geographical features at all. like a volcano or whatever. but then again there couldnt possibly be a volcano here cus if it erupts, then the whole island will like.. be smothered in lava. hot cheesy lava crust. hahahaha. and if the caldera chooses to collapse and there's a super violent eruption, then singapore will break apart. HAHAHA. into tiny countries called ang mo kio, sengkang, hougang blahblahblah HOW FUNNY. OKAY WHATEVER. LOOK WHAT GEOG IS DOING TO MY BRAIN.

2006-08-09T15:18:00.000+08:00

"Shut up. It isnt your turn to talk. I went out to the battlefield to see my tree, and i couldnt. I couldn't, because now it's our tree. I cant listen to music, because every song is something we sang in the car, or in my room, or in here. It takes me an hour to get ready for class, because i feel like i'm dazed half the time. I cant find my socks, i cant find my favourite black bra. Donald's always asking me, 'Honey, whats wrong, Honey, whats wrong?' Nothing's wrong, Donald."

yoozaa today's national day. but it doesnt feel like a real holiday anyway, having to study for stupid geog. speaking of geog I HATE PLATES. and my geog textbook is falling apart. haha. dannggggg i hate platesssss i think we're totally studying the wrong thing. because they keep saying the earth's dying. so shouldn't we study about the planet we're gonna live in next? hahaha. look towards the future man, and prepare our next generation.

okay. on sat went for plmgs concert. haha yee and i went in like 30 mins late. it was damn funny lah, we just finished our lunch at plaza sing at 2.30, but we still didnt wanna take a cab. lmao, in the end we ended at tiong bahru station, but we couldnt find the stupid place so we asked the guy, and he said tanjong pagar station.. haha. ohohoh we saw loadza cute people too okayyyy. hahaha. okay the concert was kinda nice lah huh. the guzheng performance was niceee surprisingly(: in fact the nicest performance. and dang it i forgot to bring my camera

dumdeedum desperate housewives has ended :( oh and i finally finished the night world books it's damn nice all of you should read it.

oh. and national day celebrations yesterday were okay. for once the weather was nice. and we sat on black trash bags too cus the track was wet, and the primary school kids got the bubble blowing thing, so some of us went to steal it from them:D so cool. popping bubbles everywhere, and aletheia blew some bubbles straight onto my hair haha. but i am so forgiving and nice i cant possibly hold a grudge or take revenge.

okay i kinda need to relieve my bladder now yeah so bye. hahaha.

2006-08-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

I'M WAAYYYY SHITTEDDDDD, i failed fricking chinese again, and the difficult test wasnt even counted inside. so that means i'll fail ca3 too. awesome. i cant even score higher than some ahem skanks. what the hell is wrong with me huh, im getting so bloody stupiddd and today we got back our bio papers too and i had to effing deduct two shitting marks, while everyone else was getting two additional marks. sometimes having integrity is just plain stupid. its damn shitting when you study so shitting hard and then when the results come out its like shit results. and the stupid thing was that i actually thought i'd done quite okay. like stupid geog. i seriously like studied the hardest everrrrrrr, but i got some shitzo result. OKAY BUT THE MAIN POINT IS CHINESE I CANT BELIEVE I'M GONNA FAIL ALL OF MY CAS TMD WTF! i swear she's damn prejudiced against me, we had some book review and i copied like most of the stuff from the book and it was damn chim stuff and i thought like i'll get at least a 14, but nooooo, she had to fail me. like what the shit man. and there was this stupid compo, okay i admit it's a lousy compo which doesnt make sense BUT COME ON, you dont have to fail me so damn badlyyyyyyyyy omg this has been such a focking shitty year

2006-08-03T18:24:00.000+08:00

HI ALL MY SCHIZOPHRENIC FRIENDS

hurmmmm, okay recap recap. tuesday was bev's birthday so yeah happy birthday hahah. k and after school went cathay with aileen and jack to watch dragon tiger gate, its like quite nice but its so bloody exaggerated but then i guess all action movies are like that. its really stupid how when this guy hits another guy, and that guy'll like fly all the way to the opposite side of the place and smash against the wall and create a dent, and then rubble and debris will fall

urm okay yesterday this teacher came in and talked about ng, and we got to write complaints about her and its like 1 and a half foolscap long. dumdeedum and cus she was so rude to me and aileen when we went up to ask her for help, i added like a comment too. hawhaw. and lit quiz is stupid. how high is a chinaman. the answer's yes, cus how high is the chinaman's name, so how high is a chinaman, so yeah he is. lame shit

today we did the national day thing in the morning, coolnessssss. singapur enthum sollum pothilei. okay however you spell it. :)
yepp and for english lesson we did this pronounciation thing which was like quite cool and funny yeah.

k i'm tireddddd, goodbyeee

2006-07-28T19:22:00.000+08:00

Would you dance if I asked you to dance

Would you cry if you saw me crying

Would you tremble if I touched your lips

Would you die for the one you love

hurm. not much happened this week. the usual stuff. but okay, yesterday we had e-learning day which was like so failure for me aileen and jacq. those two morons came over to my house, and then we watched spoofs and scary movie 4, and after that we slept from 12.30 to 3.30 hahaha bloody hell. so then we went for lunch and went to jacq's house to print the english stuff out, and met mr. flatface, who has some kind of deformity.. tsk poor thing :( jacq went to cut its ribbon out, that mean woman.. tsk. okay so by 7, all we did was the english WS. hahaha. we were like damn lucky the chinese compo wasnt accessible to us otherwise we'd be like so so so dead. and i had stomachache for the whole fricking day, spoilt my fun. :(

okay so today was kinda slack lah huh. after school went to do cip with priyanka and hoting in toa payoh library. I'M BLOODY SORRY K, BIFFBALL AND ELEPHANT AND WATERPEACE. :D anyway. sheesh. lugged home a pile of books cus it just looked so nice to read. hawhaw. oh, and we saw this transvestite. urm. a guy who went to change his sex. is that a transvestite? okay whatever. a sex-changed guy. its so fricking damn gay, i mean like its damn obvious she was a guy cus the voice was like deep and the boobs were too round and the adams apple was jutting out. i really dont get why would anyone want to change their sex. its just so bloody weird luhh :@

im damn tired now :( i feel super shitted, cus the stupid english essay was supposed to be handed in on monday but goddamn shit i kept bloody forgetting, in the end i only handed in today and thats 2 days late not counting yesterday.
urghhhhh tell me i suck okay no dont.

2006-07-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

hoho, i went jogging in the morning today with devi, sinyee was supposed to come too but she overslept, that stupid pig. haha anyway she helped me with my variations while i sat on the swing but apparently she thinks the answers are weird and wrong. ok hehehe and i didnt eat breakfast today cus i just wasnt hungry, haha i went home bathed and slept again, till lunch.

went with clarine and jacq to watch nacho libre today what a stupid show. ok its quite funny but quite stupid too. haha, jacq wanted to watch pirates but it was sold out like shit. and ahha ms mao and beh were at the movies too. hmmmm, okay and we ate dinner at long john & we did alot of talking and stuff of like people. and then she talked of her brothers and stuff which made me miss mine :(((( haha even though he always pisses me off by calling me fat and stupid and stuff. but its not really what he says its how he says it, like he really means it when he says it

okay. and we did some stupid mask painting on wed. hahaa. stupid tara said mine was the ugliesttt, oh well its meant to be ugly anyway so like whatever lah huh. its quite fun though ehehee shiu an gave mine 5 ear studs on each ear and i gave hers one red eye and some weird colour for the other eye, and then she drew a fugly purple heart on my hand that made me look like i had some skin problem aahaha.

im looking through all my nz photos and its making me miss that place so damn much! hahaa. my roomies, and all the people that i got close to in the trip. like huishan nianci pearlyn priyanka and all. its like we were so close and had so much fun there and then you come back here to singapore and everyone gets distant again. well we still say hi and stuff but it isnt the same, during the trip we hung out with each other like 24/7 but we hardly see each other anymore in school cus of like we're all in different classes and we hang out with different people. i hate it, i find it like really really really sad

2006-07-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

What did you learn at school today?
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know, don't understand, do they?
Why do they always give advice
Saying just be nice, always think twice
When it's been a long time since they had a teenage life

THAT SONG IS SO CUTE. HAHA.

okay. we had a lame day today. hahaha surprise surprise we got into finals for chinese talentime and elephant said the sky wont be blue anymore. ehehe. SING YOUR LUNGS OUT AILEEN! :D
love you man. oh well and then we had chinese tea appreciation and it was just like talking and drinking tea. haha raina jacq waterpeace bev and i shared stupid jokes. doraemon and hello kitty and racist jokes. ohkay and took bus with jacq charissa and kat the fishball. hahaha beefballs and fishballs and chicken balls. TSK. kat's so perv. k anyway jacq charissa and me went compasspoint to eat burger king and then ice cream hahaha and then we gossiped bout people. poor charissa i bet she reached home at like 7.30.. anyway i skipped dinner cus i was so damn fricking full! haha. im really growing fat these days cus i ate so daaamn much. like on sat had one whole big bowl of meepok and icecream and famous amos. hahaha.

okay. had listening yesterday. quite okay la huh. but they shouldnt hold it so late cus most of us were like falling asleep by the time the stupid thing started. and it doesnt help when they play that chopin beethoven whatever music it just like.. induces us to sleep

today leong said the society views young people as being apathetic, having no strong views and no passion. hahaha oh well and its really quite true! for me at least. hahaa im always sitting on the fence. but come on, we're teens, if we got into those political stuff and acted like serious adults then this world will be a shit ass boring one, wont it. oh wait, i have a passion, its called eating

ok this is a lame post but then all of my posts are lame actually hahaaha ok this has no point so yeah goodnight and btw i hate my stupid retarded computer cus it hung on me for no apparent reason hahaha and then i got so frustrated i went to press alt del for like umpteen times and it hung even more. i hate it when the stupid com hangs hahah so i just switch off the stupid main switch, so now you know why my com's always getting spoilt. okay well. goodnight.

2006-07-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

i swear __ and __ are the grossest sluts in the world, first class bitches and skanks, whores

2006-07-12T19:44:00.000+08:00

Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize
Don't patronize me

Happy belated birthday Charlyn Lim, i loooveee youuuuu. haha. thanks for listening to me and my sad crap the other day ahaha. and putting up with me, haha i dunno if you ever noticed but in sec one when we were partners sometimes i kept pmsing and ignoring you hehehe. oh well.

today we did kickboxing it was quite fun... but the trainer came late so we had like only 20 mins of it. huifang's damn gay luhhh

i feel really emo and tired and sad :( we're having 10 tests in this month and it's making me bloody tired lah i know those triple science people have like 11 or 12, i highly admire them cus if it was me, i'd have committed suicide. haha okay no but i'd have given up and not study at all cus study is shit. AND WHY DO WE SPEND THE FIRST 20 SOMETHING YEARS OF OUR LIFE DOING SHIT. that's 1/4 of our whole life, and our whole childhood and teenage years, which are supposedly the best years of our life yeah right. i think its the worse. the best are like when you retire and you get to travel around the whole world. AND I'VE ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS WONDERED EVER SINCE SEC ONE WHEN WE LEARNT ABOUT RIOTS AND STUFF, THERE ARE LIKE THOUSANDS OF STUDENTS IN SINGAPORE AND IT HAS TO BE LIKE 30 TIMES MORE THAN THE NUMBER OF TEACHERS CUS EACH TEACHER TEACHES AROUND 40 STUDENTS, SO WHY DO STUDENTS NEVER RIOT AGAINST THE TEACHERS AND MOE. WHY WHY WHY. WHAT HAPPENED TO THOSE OH SO BRAVE LEADERS LIKE. WHOEVER AND WHOEVER.

SEE WHAT I MEAN. WHY STUDY WHEN EVERYTHING YOU LEARN'S GONNA BE FORGOTTEN LIKE RIGHT AFTER THE EXAMS. THEY SAY LEARNING IS FOR LIFE BUT NO IT'S SO NOT TRUE, LEARNING IS FOR EXAMS.

:(((((((((( OKAY, GAY POST LAH! SHITTUMS. AND IDIOTIC ITALY WON. HAHAHA. i bet if zidane didnt go out france would've won. but oh well. BYE.

everybody wants it. it's just a question of how much.

2006-07-08T15:07:00.000+08:00

Hullo im supposed to study for chem now but whatever lah huh. (:
i'm very tired now :(((((( just came back from airport, went to send michelle off omg it was so sad.. hehehe i saw her hugging her grandma and i started crying and then i made melissa cry :D oh well. anyway I FORGOT TO BRING THE PRESENT ALONG and my grandma had to bring it out for me hahaha. she offered okay, i didnt make her come out. lol. and i am growing faaat like a hippo now hahah i had three full meals so far and it isnt even dinnertime yetttttt. :( i ate breakfast at home but stupid annn hadnt eaten anything yet, so went burger king hahaha and then i ate the egg platter thing which was so filling. and oily. and for lunch went sakae with charmaine elephant and kat((((: oops melissa i mean. hahaha.

today i learnt that kat is really gross. haha. every word that comes out of her mouth has to do with a body part. hahahaha.

yeppp. and on thursday we had oral[: haha i think the examiners were very nice and plus they looked like toilet cleaners instead eheheh. anyway. they said i was too nervous. and its like whenever i stop to think of what to say next then they start asking me another question so in the end i got alot alot of questions. sheeshhh cant they just like wait 10 secs for me to think.
and i thought they were gonna offer us sweetsss SO BAD LAH if they're not gonna offer us then can they please not put it there, like right in front of uss. that's so meannnn i was practically choosing which sweet to take in my mind already k.

okay. that's all. boring week. portugal vs germany tonight[: two of my favorite teams.

GOODBYE MICHELLE, GOODLUCK AND HAVE FUN IN CANADA, BON VOYAGE AND HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT! LOVE YOU LOADSSS

Do the memories fall, like a driving rain.

2006-07-05T16:45:00.000+08:00

SHITTUMSSSS I'M VERY SADDD :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( OKAY WHATEVER. ONLY HOTING AND DEVI KNOWSSSS. ACTUALLY HOTING ONLY KNOWS HALF OF IT THAT IDIOT.. CUS SHE REFUSED TO TALK BOUT IT WITH MEEEEE WHAT AN IDIOT. I MISS MY BROTHERRRR. THAT'S NOT WHAT'S MAKING ME SAD THOUGH, I JUST MISS HIM CUS I KNOW I CAN TALK TO HIM BOUT THIS KINDA STUFFF. WHAT A STUPID BROTHER I HAVE HE'S LIKE THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY WHEN I NEED HIM THE MOST :((((((((((( ANYWAY I'M SUCH A LOSERRR. :(((((((((((((

the air still full of empty promises and broken hearts says:
DEVIIIIII
the air still full of empty promises and broken hearts says:
SHITTUMS
devi she makes a man want to speak spanish says:
hey!
devi she makes a man want to speak spanish says:
why are u so sad?
the air still full of empty promises and broken hearts says:
hahahha
devi she makes a man want to speak spanish says:
was u'r test fine?
the air still full of empty promises and broken hearts says:
um yeah NOT THE TESTTTTT
the air still full of empty promises and broken hearts says:
OKAYYYYY
the air still full of empty promises and broken hearts says:
DONT LAUGH!!!
the air still full of empty promises and broken hearts says:
I BET YOU WILLL
devi she makes a man want to speak spanish says:
i won't!!
the air still full of empty promises and broken hearts says:
HAHHAHA
devi she makes a man want to speak spanish says:
i don't laugh at sad ppl!
devi she makes a man want to speak spanish says:
haha cos i am very nice!

:((((((((((((((

AND BIO PRAC WAS SHITTED UP YESTERDAY:D SERIOUSLY LIKE WHAT THE HELL MY RESULTS WERE ALL BLOODY SHIT I HAD TO CRAP UP SOME FAKO RESULTS. IM REALLY GLAD I SIT AT THE BACK THOUGH! HAHAHA. YAY BEVERLY YAY ME.
AND THE FREAKING ONION HAD ME TEARING BEFORE I EVEN CUT ITTTT LIKE HOW SHIT. AND THEN MY HANDS WERE SHAKING LIKE NUTS AND THE GODDAMN FREAKING VISKING TUBING LIKE SERIOUSLY WONT OPEN TILL BEV TOLD ME TO USE A KNIFEEE. AND I BET MR TEH THOUGHT WE WERE CHEATING. HAHA. HONESTLY YEAH KINDA. AHAHAHA. :D ANYWAY PLEASE LAH WHAT KINDA TEST MAN I MEAN 3SE'S TEACHER WAS TALKING BOUT GERMANY AND ITALY AND FRANCE WHEN THEY WERE HAVING IT.
AND THEN HAD CHINESE REMEDIAL AFTER THAT JEEEZ I MIGHT AS WELL DIDNT ATTEND. I MEAN OLIVIA EW AND I WERE DOODLING SHIT LAHHH. BTW SHE DRAWS FUGLY RAINBOWS. HAHAHAHA.

TODAY JACQ PONNED SCHOOL. HAHA. OKAY MAYBE SHE REALLY FELL SICK BUT I BET SHE PONNED TO WATCH WORLD CUP! HAHAA. KIDDING.

IM HAVING ORALS TOMORROWWW CHEERSS. AHAHA. LIKE WHAT IS THERE TO TALK ABOUT SERIOUSLY. ORAL IS SERIOUSLY TRULY SHIT ASS DUMB. HEHEE.

charchar says:
KAKA
Bring it we can take it, what are you scared says:
are you calling me
charchar says:
nono
charchar says:
i was calling the person behind u
Bring it we can take it, what are you scared says:
hahahaha or are you referring to that brazil football guy
Bring it we can take it, what are you scared says:
hahahaha
charchar says:
really? theres such?

CHARCHAR IS RETARDED I WANT HER TO COME ONLINE LIKE NOWWWWWWW SO I CAN GO TELL HER BOUT MY SAD STUFF AHEHEHEE.

OKAY CIAOZZZZZZ :( :( :( IM A LOSER.

2006-06-30T15:50:00.000+08:00

With a name like Dani California

Devils gonna come when I was gonna moan yeah

A little lonely she was stealing another breath

I love my baby to death

had meepok todayyy:D stupid aileen got in the queue with all the queue cutters and in the end she cut MINE. haha. [: shiu an drew so many ugly stuff on my hand during CE :(

I KNOW WHY DORA ONG RETIRED(: thanks to vanessa! hahaha it's like really funnny! apparently like sec ones dont like her and during the survey they wrote stuff like how oily her face is and should go get a facial. haha. stupid.

i'm boredddddd. shit man haha i'm getting influenced by jacq :((((((( that's bad.
and i bought a red cross ticket from her am i nice or what.

SINYEE READ THIS.
devi: sinyee's posts has substance too just that it's all too summarised
devi: we just have got to be happy for her that her summary skills are so good

2006-06-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

Everything seemed ok when I started out the other day

YoZxZx went compass point just now to get school stuff BUT forgot my stupid pencil box like what the. fricking yee's fault ok, she was like in a hurry and stuff. haha. and that woman donated like 10 cents and when i donated 50 cents she was so fricking incredulous like it was a 2 dollar note, but seriously it's no secret i'm a generous soul

haha had oral yesterday super shitted, dont even know if it's counted for ca. anyway jasmine was entertaining us with her stupid lame jokes. k then went shaw to meet cecilia and michelle who were fricking late as usual. went borders first to get michelle's star trek book. yvoone i didnt see the new gg book. so then we checked out the cds.. ate long john later, haha got a good view of the lingerie store. and there's this auntie and she's like holding up the stringy kind..
how they call it lingerie i dont get. it's like just three strings tied together ok.

did the straits times sale thing later with cecilia, that's so the last time i do flag day. it's so facking lame :(((((((( lame-chop. hahaha. plus it's so facking ass tiring i hate it.

k and i havent finished my hwk i think i'm more than halfway done though lol. there's still so much mooree, michelle's so fricking lucky she's not even gonna go school. ok seriously go also no point. hahah damn cool lah i wanna migrate too i dont like singapore it's too lousy.

26 more hours to high school musical, sinyee the loser wont be able to watch it:D haha kiddiiiing

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion		50%
Stability		36%
Orderliness		46%
Accommodation		56%
Interdependence		43%
Intellectual		36%
Mystical		36%
Artistic		50%
Religious		50%
Hedonism		30%
Materialism		70%
Narcissism		43%
Adventurousness		43%
Work ethic		36%
Self absorbed		36%
Conflict seeking		43%
Need to dominate		56%

Romantic		63%
Avoidant		30%
Anti-authority		56%
Wealth		50%
Dependency		56%
Change averse		43%
Cautiousness		56%
Individuality		36%
Sexuality		56%
Peter pan complex		63%
Physical security		63%
Physical Fitness		37%
Histrionic		56%
Paranoia		56%
Vanity		56%
Hypersensitivity		63%
Female cliche		76%

everything so negative okay hahaha what the effing hell.

2006-06-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

hello coolness i've finally finished reading the book for the chinese book review i think it's a really crappy stupid book it talks about this guy who makes bad friends at school and like.. joins black society or something, and he has this girlfriend but they dont ever kiss. :( how lame is that seriously.

and then i was reading the stupid book halfway and stupid huiting told me i could use last year's book review like omgzx why didnt you tell me E A R L I E R you suck mann. :( i swear that woman's getting bulimia she pukes so much, hahaha.

ok my HSM's downloaded 83% but i'm very sad cus it only lets me preview 12 seconds of the movie :( and my scary movie 4's 30% downloaded not bad huhhh i only started 2 days ago.

ohhhhh i only found out on tues that my cousin pierced her ears like 2 weeks ago and she says it wasnt pain at all and i'm like !!! :( that sucks. so i'm the only one who nearly died piercing her ears lah huh.

ok more interesting stuff from my grandma she said in the 80s this mexican footballer missed the goalpost and he got shot dead by someone when he was walking out from some bar or something. haha. aint it fuunnyyy

2006-06-19T14:34:00.000+08:00

Turn up the radio, blast your stereo right now.
This joint is fizzlin', It's sizzlin', Right

heyho:D

yesterday was very funnnn me and devi played solitaire showdown checkers and minesweeper flags all afternoon and my cousins came to eat dinner in the evening. MANNNNNN i dunno why i didnt notice it before but the jap flag looks GROSS. hahaha. okay like just imagine the flag in a semicircle... get it? hahahaha. you need good imagination skills. like me.

haha and then there was this part in the match where it was super funny lahhh "the guy used his dick to defend" haha OMG MY COUSIN'S WORDS NOT MINE.

okay and my grandparents wonder about the STUPIDEST things in the match. like you know the police wearing those orange vests, they stand with their back to the game cus they need to observe the crowd, and my grandma was wondering if they really just stood there and dont turn around.
and in the iran match she was wondering if it was against the rules for them to wear their jerseys cus you know it's like short sleeved and irans arent supposed to show their flesh? hahhaa like omg man.

2006-06-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

? Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play.
? Pick your favorite lines from the first 15 songs that play.
? Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from.
? Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.

1. And still it's you who's always calling me this late at night, I know you miss the way I used to hold your body tight. You needed me girl but you'd never say it.
2. I know what's going on, i wont be second to none. Back up cuz u're crowdin my space, u need to get outta my face.
3. This is the road and these are the hands, From Mozambique to those Memphis nights The khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights.
4. When all you got to keep is strong, move along, move along like I know you do. And even when your hope is gone, move along, move along just to make it through.
5. we ran in circles and wasted time, from right to wrong, from right to wrong.
6. Never thought that you wanted to bring it down, I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
7. These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope, to imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
8. Did I ask too much, more than a lot. You gave me nothing, now it's all I got
9. Everything is fed up straight from the heart, tell me what do you do when it all falls apart. Gotta pick myself up where do I start, cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
10. You took my hand, you showed me how. you promised me you'd be around, Uh huh that's right.
11. Who knows just how to get what I want and what I want to do is spring this on you. Back up all of the things that I told you
12. Step one you say we need to talk, He walks you say sit down it's just a talk, He smiles politely back at you, You stare politely right on through some sort of window to your right.
13. this world is always gonna break your heart
14. but sometimes telling the truth is easier said than done, don't leave baby now that's what I meant to say.
15. it's not like you didn't know that I said I love you and I swear I still do. And it must have been so bad cus living with me must have damn near killed you

2006-06-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

HOW ASIAN ARE YOU

[x] You take your shoes off before entering the house
[x] You eat rice often.
[x] You use chopsticks.
[x] You can speak an Asian language.
[x] Your parents want good grades from you.
[x] Your parents insist you don't date until college.
[x] Your parents want you to go to OxBridge. or some other good university like that.
[x] Your parents believe in Feng Shui.
[] You listen to those horoscopes/zodiac signs.
[] Your parents love to gossip with the other parents about you.
[] You have relatives other than your immediate family living with you.
[x]Most or all of your friends are Asian.
[x] You don't even know 10 people who aren't asian.
[x]Your ancestors came from Asia.
[x] You are obsessed with the computer and can't get enough.
[] You know how to put a computer together.
[] You listen to Asian music.
[] You can actually understand the lyrics.
[x] You have to keep things from your parents,even if they're not bad, because you know they'd THINK it's bad.
[] Your relatives love to bring you clothes that are bright in color with cute cartoons on them. If you're lucky, it might even have English words on them that don't make sense.
[] You love your ethnic food.
[x] You have taken/still take piano and/or violin.
[] Classical music is the best music ever, next to asian music.
[] You are good at Math.

Multiply by 4, Put the product as __% Asian
52% ASIAN

2006-06-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

hello i got sick of my old skin. haha. so i changed it. ummmmmm went for pizza lunch with yee today yummy my pizza was really good. compared to yee's flavourless pizza. haha and then we went to look at cds and stuff. and eat sour skittles.

[x] I have read a lot of books.
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[x] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[] I have been to Europe.
[x] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[x] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[ ] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
[x] I have played ping pong.
[] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[x] I have seen fireworks.
[x] I have seen a shooting star
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I have almost drowned.
[x] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[x] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[] I have had stitches.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[x] I have stayed up 'til 2 doing homework/projects.
[] I currently have a job.
[x] I have been ice skating.
[x] I have been roller blading.
[] I have fallen flat on my face.
[x] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[] I have been in a fist fight.
[x] I have watched the Power Rangers.
[] I attend Church regularly.
[x] I have played truth or dare.
[ ] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[ ] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[x] I've called someone stupid.
[x] I've been in a verbal argument.
[x] I've cried in school.
[] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[] I've played football on a team.
[] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[ ] I've played tennis on a team.
[] I've been on a track or cross country team.
[x] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[] I've bungee jumped.
[] I've climbed a rock wall. (I got stuck halfway, does that count?)
[x] I've lost more than $20.
[x] I've called myself an idiot.
[x] I've called someone else an idiot.
[] I've cried myself to sleep.
[x] I've had (or have) pets.
[] I've owned a spice girls CD.
[x] I've owned a Britney Spears CD.
[] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[x] I've owned a backstreet boys CD.
[] I've mooned someone. (whats mooning)
[x] I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[] I've been in the newspaper.
[] I've been on TV.
[] I've been to Hawaii.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[x] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[x] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[x] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[] I've been called a geek.
[x] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[x] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[x] I've written poetry.
[] I've been arrested.
[x] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[x] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[x] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[x] I've had/have siblings.
[] I've been to a rock concert.
[] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've been picked last in gym class.
[] I've been picked first in gym class.
[x] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[x] I've cried in front of my friends.
[x] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[] I've played Halo 2.
[x] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[] I've been to Alaska.
[x] I've been to China.
[] I've been to Spain
[] I've been to Japan.
[x] I've had a fight with someone on MSN.
[x] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[x] I've had serious conversations on MSN.
[x] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[x] I've been forgiven.
[x] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[x] I've cried at a chick flick.
[x] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[] I've screamed at the top of my lungs
[] I've been to a rap concert.
[] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[x] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[x] I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.
[x] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day.
[] I've been in a car accident.
[] I've done drugs.
[x] I've been homesick.
[x] I've thrown up.
[] I've puked on someone.
[] I've been horseback riding.
[] I've filled out more than 10 myspace/LJ surveys. (i dont know)
[x] I've spoken my mind in public.
[x] I've proved someone wrong.
[x] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[] I've broken a leg.
[] I've broken an arm/fingers.
[x] I've fallen off a swing.
[] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight.
[] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[] I've lost my backpack.
[] I've come close to dying.
[] I've seen someone die.
[x] I've known someone who has died.
[] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[] I've done modelling.
[x] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings. (haha nz! hibernation mode, can't move)
[x] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[x] I've realized how good my life is.
[x] I've counted my blessings.
[x] I've made fun of a classmate.
[] I've been asked out by someone and I said no
[] I've slapped someone in the face.
[] I've been skateboarding.
[] I've been back stabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[x] I've lied to someone to their face.
[x] I've told a little white lie.
[] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[] I've fainted.
[] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[] I've been pushed into a pool.
[] I've been/am in love.

2006-06-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

jetboat ride! stupid hoting bought 4 pics for $25 which could've bought like.. 5 shirts in jayjays(:
haha lousy hoting:D
-
ok i swear i'll do my homework tonight.. i really really will, and i'll finish it by sunday so next week i can start studying for tests.

2006-06-12T12:43:00.000+08:00

i swear i'm getting so addicted to football ahhaha. seriously i think females have so much more to gain out of watching football cus we can watch it for the game and ogle the guys at the same time:D but males can't do the latter.

hahhaa yeah you never know, football might be a unisex thing in the future :D

peter crouch is fricking tall! there's good tall and there's freaky tall and he falls in the freaky tall category. i would upload a picture but i hate uploading it in blogger cus it's damn slow
and yesterday's referee in the netherlands match was damn ass funny he issued like how many yellow cards in fact i'm surprised no one got a red one :)

and omg there's the australia vs japan match tonight at 9, but at 10 there's desperate housewives like omggg how am i gonna choose?

2006-06-10T13:13:00.000+08:00

alohaaa

went cine ytd with yee devi and vonn to watch she's the man haha omg it's like damn funny i think it's the funniest show i've watched in months. and of course it helps that duke's so hot :D anyway i really wanna watch it again but i just watched 2 movies this week and my parents arent gonna allow me to watch one so soon so i think i'm gonna get the dvd

oh and celebrated vonn's birthday too we got a cake for her haha full of cream. and we ate it at some food court but we dropped the stupid knife and candles though. hurhur.

world cup started yesterday too haha i watched the first half of the germany match urm it ended 2-1 but i don't know how things ended for the second half
anyway heard a lot of noise from my neighborhood during the match i'm really glad my father's not here to watch the world cup haha he scares me when he watches football, he shouts alot. makes you think something big happened like maybe the moon fell and then you realise that someone just shot a goal or something. lmao

....... half the holiday's gone i hate it:( i still have loads of homework undone and it sucks lah i havent even started reading the stupid chinese book for the chinese review omg. urrrrgh crapping shitttt! havent started doing all the heymaths stuff either and i havent even looked at the instructions for the chem newspaper thing omggggggggg i am fricking dead i hate school i hate homework >:(
i dont know how to get through end of years i think this year's been really sucky my results are all screwed and i dont know how to improve it. well i'm kinda relieved i didnt take triple science those se and sy students they're all geniuses and freakssssss hahaha what i mean to say is that they're super smart. and if i went there i would've been last in class no doubt. but would i? or would i have been motivated enough to study by a better class environment. okay not that gr has a bad class environment but you know what i mean. haha

okay anyway i hate this i'm gonna watch aviva open now i know i'm such a tv freak ok bye

2006-06-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

hmm finally got to watch x3 with aileen today omg it was damn nice and sad. :( i can't believe xavier scott and jean died. okay i kinda knew jean was gonna die again her resurrection was so wasted. but damn she's so powerful i always thought she was so lousy and extra haha. yeah and scott just acted for like 10 minutes and then he died :( arghhhhhhhhh and you know the part before logan killed jean, jean went crazy and all logan's clothes and skin started tearing off except for his bottom half. that was so... deliberate

uh-huh and it was crazy aileen's third time watching it. i don't get why kat jasmine charissa and beverly don't like watching xmen it's so damn cool

i bought yvonne's huge birthday present too that reminds me Happy Birthday Yvonne (:

and i finally started on my homework today wow cool huh.

here's something cool:
did you know the hermes brand is pronounced as air-mez? maybe it's just me but i always thought that it was pronounced as her-mees hahahah but my english oral skills have always been lousy lah huh.

okay ciao for now(:

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday

2006-06-03T11:06:00.000+08:00

mountain in tongariro national park
cecilia's shirt from jayjays ahh so funny
so cute:D
shurou huishan enwei girl me boy hahahaa
me and hui ting
transgenic cloned cows
cecilia huishan reshma me nian-ci

melissa me charissa
cecilia me reshma at maori dining place
huiting me pearlyn shurou on some mountain
geothermal mudpool
jet boat ride

view of auckland from mt. eden

2006-06-03T09:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO(:

nz was so super cool!(: and funny. haha. though there were un-fun times too. like having to wake up at like 6.30. and having lessons at night till 9. and haha i ate fish and chips till i was so sick of it man. guess i still prefer asian food. (: oh and one night it went below 0 degrees and there was frost everywhere which made the ground look white and we thought it was snow. turned out to be frozen dew though. :( awwwww

visited mudflats volcanoes mountains geothermal stations caves dams and other places too. haha mudflats was super freaky there were like tiny crabs everywhere i must have stepped on nearly hundred of them. and there were these whole piles of snails too they were piling on top of each other haha and we were trying not to step on them but i think i stepped on a few

volcanoes were cool we visited it on the first day and it was super windy i swear we all got nearly blown away by the wind. we saw terraces too. got a nice view of auckland. and on the sixth day or sth we came close to where mordor was filmed the place's called mt doom and it was a black mountain. or maybe it was a black volcano hahaha i don't know.

walked through rainforests too. and visited caves the gloworm caves were frigging cool and pretty :) the gloworms were like on the ceiling of the caves and they looked like stars. though i was kinda scared the gloworms were gonna fall on me hahaha. but we couldnt take photos cus might scare away the gloworms or something but anyway it was so dark nothing would show up in the photo. same thing for the kiwis cus we would blind their eyes. and there's this kiwi which sleeps for 15+ hour per day haha.

went for gloworm night walk too, damn scary. stupid huiting didnt bring her stupid torchlight cus she didnt have batts. haha. stupid. :D anyway we saw a few gloworms but the prettiest sight was still the night sky, it was filled with stars and you could see the whole milkyway :) damn nice and i thought i saw a shooting star:D so i made a wish. haha. nian-ci thought she saw one too

visited limestone caves there were some gloworms inside and we saw the fishing lines of the gloworms damn cool! (: (: (:

and we saw transgenic clones of cows. which are cows containing extra DNA stably integrated into their genome. haha. but otherwise there's no visible difference between a normal cow and a transgenic cloned cow except that a transgenic cloned cow's lazier. and saw a cow shit omg seriously gross like suddenly shit just comes out of the anus

stayed overnight at a maori place for a day the other times we just stayed at other backpackers places for one night before moving. the maori place was shit ass cold and it wasnt as low tech as i thought it would be. well for one thing this girl was wearing surfer paradise shorts so you know the place's quite modern. and we had to rub noses with the family omg i was so nervous before it. the children were like damn cute! haha. and before dinner everyone was rushing to take a photo with them. oh and out dinner was like heated in the earth before being dug up it was featured in amazing race.

ohohoh not forgetting the freezing jet boat ride we got ahhh DAMN COOL! we should have rode up the rapids though! the guy gave us fake hope! :((( it was super super frigging fun and the wind was just like rushing past us and freezing us and we kept screaming. hahah. especially li en. and whenever the guy did the 360 degree spin we got wet mostly the people sitting on the sides though. i wanted to sit at the side :( but i got to sit at the back though. next to priyanka who was at the side. and sitting at the back equals to getting your lungs full of carbon monoxide and being the ones with the most severely throbbing ears after the ride

and allan wu took the same flight as us back to singapore i don't like him though/

dinner on the last night was freaking funny playing truth or dare haha huishan's answer was damn funny, left everyone at the table laughing like shit and me with a even sorer throat haha.

nz people are oh-so-friendly and so much nicer and warmer compared to singaporeans :) in nz if you wave at someone they wave back at you and sometimes they even say hi when they walk past you. heh and this day some guys honked at us at lake taupo a lake the size of singapore

trying to upload some photos but stupid blogger wont work so maybe later

2006-05-25T10:14:00.000+08:00

hello leaving in few hours[:

went for ptd yesterday omg so screwed. haha my chinese's in band 10 omg. and cheng was being such a smart ass he was asking my mum what time i reach home everyday do i look like the type who'd hang out till night and not go home?

!!!

anyway after that met jasmine claire melissa kat charissa aileen beverly cheryl and watched poseidon(: haha the cinema was like freezing man. yeah and poseidon was kinda nonsensical but it's quite nice lah huh. hurhur. but it was such a evil show like in the lift part josh lucas asked the old guy to shake the waiter off omg so evil! and the helicopter part was retarded wah lao i thought it was some polar express or something. haha. and then beverly got so retarded after the show and screamed at someone fixing the lift. hahaha. went sakae after that, shared a bowl of noodles with melissa. havent eaten udon noodles in eons[:

hmm and went pasar malam at night with yvonne haha spent all my money!!! :( and the drinks were so damn sweet i swear i'm gonna get diabetes luh. anyway the stupid pasar malam was like damn ass small and lousy :( everything so second handed haha i know that's the point but seriously lah. we wanted to play those games but the prizes looked so damn ancient! haha. yeahhh and stupid yvonne didnt wanna walk me home after that. haha stupid when a stranger calls is still haunting me!! omg. like when i walk into the lift the first thing i do is look up at the top. to see if there's someone hiding there. hahaha. damn spastic i know.

okay people see you when i get back(:

2006-05-21T17:13:00.000+08:00

sc open house yesterday hurhur ho ting and i were stoning awayyyyyy. okay lah it wasn't that boring we helped to run errands(: helped out abit at shihong's stall. and i didnt really spend that much lah huh. michelle was sooooo upset that i bought aileen's milkshake and jasmine's popcorn and not her muffins. hahaa. but i bought her strawberry lemonade! which she says doesnt count. hahaha. i wanted to go haunted house though! but they didnt let people go in anymore cus they had overwhelming response.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yn6SW0Tex0
high school musical:D

hurhur and omg i havent started packing for nz yet. well i like procrastinating:D i never do stuff early. but i do have the intention of doing them early it's just that i'm too lazy to get around to it. :(

i think we're gonna get our ss marks back tomorrowww aww shucks. i hope i did good. who doesnt, actually.

there's singapore idol today in like 2 and a half hours. it's gonna be such a bunch of laughs. i think those people are like so stupid for subjecting themselves to humiliation. entertainment for us though.

We're all in this together

Once we know

That we are

We're all stars

And we see that

We're all in this together

And it shows

When we stand

Hand in hand

Make our dreams come

2006-05-18T17:26:00.000+08:00

hullo(:

had the bio workshop today it was damn boring but aileen jasmine claire and i laughed like shit when we did the experiments. hahah. and those stupid tips were supposed to be sterile but someone's hair dropped inside haha damn funny! :D and the instuctor was damn lame and he's like laughing at his own jokes. oh well but he gave us early recess at 10. hahah. waaayyy early man. so we got to eat meepok:D

oh and i was so pissed with cha today ok. she said she rarely saw me at badminton. hello i rarely see you at badminton too cus you dont even come take attendance you just pass the stupid clipboard to someone to help you. and last last thursday i was attending the nz meeting and she bloody hell knew, i saw it marked in her attendance thing and she still asked me to get a letter from ms leong. like what the facking hell why don't you go get it yourself straight from her, like you two stay in the same damn office.

okay so on tuesday went with aileen to watch when a stranger calls after school(: haha it's scary but the movie isnt' that nice. i'd rate it around 6 out of 10.. i think the scariest parts were like when Jill turned her head in the bathroom and saw Tiffany lying dead there. haha that was seriously unexpected. and the part where the stranger was up in the ceiling. and when the police called her and told her to get out of the house and all the lights went out. hahha and then everyone started screaming. haha omg. i am still kinda freaked out by it i don't dare to go toilet at night:D lmao. yeah and i couldnt even bathe properly cus i didn't dare to close my eyes ahahaha.
and we bought ho ting's present(: facking shit and i saw this magazine full of zac efron but it costs like around $11 and it's the super thin kind of magazine too. arghhh bloody shit. i really want it. haha. i want the poster :(

and we had lit lesson yesterday omg so interesting. like did you know that the fairytales we're reading today with the happily ever afters, they're the edited and censored ones. the uncensored fairy tales are so much more interesting please. like in little red riding hood the wolf asked her to strip and get in bed with him. haha. yeah and rapunzel actually got pregnant cus she let a guy climb up her hair. damnnnnn i really want to read it. hahaha. even if it's kinda erotic.

2 more days to sc openhouse(:

2006-05-15T16:15:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday ho ting(:
love you loads<333

hello babes i think i kinda screwed up my ss. haha. i dunno. i was just like repeating the same point over and over again.. lmao. oh heck at least it's over :D
yeahhhh. anyway my eyes were really puffy today cus i couldnt really sleep last night haha jasmine says i look haggard(: and i didn't know how obvious the puffiness was till i went to the toilet after ss and i was like omgggg. hahha.
yepp okay today chinese was especially shitty cus i had like stomach cramps throughout the double period and i couldnt sleep cus cai lao shi kept shooting questions at the class. omg i just realised that i dont know her english name. hahahah.
but i finally got enlightened today:D haha i finally know why i didnt get picked for china trip last year hurhur. cus jade and i kept laughing at jiang lao shi during her lesson that's why. :(

heh okay. i love today cus there's so much teevee to watch(: like so you think you can dance, desperate housewives and survivor. haha. yeah and my dad's coming back from china later and i'm going to the airport at 6(: anyway stupid sinyee went to spoil my survivor surprise she's such a idiot. :((((((

2006-05-10T10:34:00.000+08:00

I know that something has changed

Never felt this way

And right here tonight

Can't wait to see high school musical on disney channel haha. (:

Had dramafest auditions yesterday hurhur. Damn stupid i forgot my stupid lines even though there were only 2? hahaha.

I think i'm gonna be damn screwed for SS on monday. efff. and we don't even get to go home after the stupid exam we have to go through a normal day. stupid shit. :(

Oh and da vinci code's NC16 hurhurhur. Facking stupid please.

2006-05-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you

And maybe turning my back would be that much easier

Cus hurtful words are all that we exchange

But I can’t watch you walk away

Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?

And all about the good times that we’ve been through

Could I wake up without you everyday?

Would I let you walk away?

No, I can’t learn to live without

And I can’t give up on us now

Oh, I know I could say we're through

And tell myself I’m over you

But even if I made a vow

I promise not to miss you now

And try to hide the truth inside

I fell cause I, I just can’t live a lie

2006-04-28T16:43:00.000+08:00

You had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

i had a really totally weirded out day and now i feel.. weirded out.

okay well. lessons were freaking boring today. um like i was stoning in SS and i'm kinda worried about it cus SS exam is just like 16 days away? or 17. but whatever. and i'm really petrified (my vocab's good eh, listening to the radio really does help one improves english) that i got so low in the open book assignment. >:( so effed, you know like sometimes you write like so much, and the teacher gives you only a freaking 4 marks? at least acknowledge my effort! haha i think i deserve like 2 marks more for writing so much! :(

heh okay so. so after that. ran down for recess to eat meepok. hmm aileen's so amazed that i actually ran. ahaha.

talking to aileen on the phone now.. we don't know what to do. haha. choir concert's tonight and lavannia has our tickets, and she like stays in JB. hmm thank god we didnt buy the $25 tix, or else i'll be like damn pissed. like so screweddd and shitted! concert's starting in like 2 and a half hours' time. i am going to be so upset if i miss it. argggh.

oh so i went with huiting to bus stop as usual and today we saw ____ with her friends who smoke. okay like, i'm not stupid, i know she has friends like that but somehow it's just like really shocking to actually see them. and after that went lunch with sinyee, and we saw ____ with his girlfriend and i'm like... so so so weirded out! i think i'm seriously like quite naive. like i'm the only one with such a .. huge reaction. ahha. pork's cool about it and devi just finds it "freaking funny" she is so weird. (:

so anyway we had our napha(spelt like that according to tara hahaha) and i am really sucky in my sit and reach :(
yep and went to cheer for the badminton cdiv ytd, and when we reached school we were all so tired and like we were all sleeping in cheng's class. so he was supposed to talk to us about some job thing, but then he went completely off topic like he always does and started talking about horny stuff. he is just so freaking perverted and he's really polluting our minds. but anyway here's what he told us:

so germans have like articles(he/she) for every object okay. and like last time they were really full of macho bullshit and the table to them is a he, while a chair is a she because females are of lower class and can be sat on. that's just so bullshit.

and this one's really perverted. a socket's a female and a plug's a male. for obvious reasons.

hmmm okay that's about all.
ciao.
xoxoxxoxo

2006-04-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you <3

HULLO(:

cheers we're gonna change seats on monday(: actually it's more like change rows yeah.
i hate sitting in the corner, it sucks :( so lonely. yeah when i turn to my right i can talk to the spiders on the wall. hahah. hello spider. and no more being in charge of lights and fans:D
i won't miss it.

hmmm. got back some stupid geog surprise test mark today. haha i got the lowest mark in class. like 2 out of 10. and i know it's solely my fault for not studying earlier but somehow i feel pissed with cheng. okay nevermind. i think 3gr has really.. lousy teachers. except for yogee.

i swear life is so miserable at times. i don't know when's the last time i felt truly happy or loved.
:( that's like how sad. i'm so sad and depressed now and i don't know why and it sucks.

so i survived my dental appointment on thursday:D hur.

2.4 on monday, napfa on thursday, choir concert on friday.

2006-04-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

OMG TODAY'S BEEN INCREDIBLE AND UNBELIEVABLE.

hahaha went for hollaback finals!!! OMG I'M STILL VERY HIGH. the whole highlight of the show for me was like when click 5 performed, they're just so freaking awesome and they're damn ass good. you know like when some bands or singers perform live they sound like shit, but click 5 sounded damn good and they're so HOTTT okay hhaha. and i dont know why but i just felt like crying when they were performing, especially during the say goodnight song. but omg i couldn't take any photos cus this damn freaking ass person saw me using my camera earlier and she was like no cameras allowed and she went to freaking confiscate it! :( SCREW SCREW SCREW. it's like the most exciting thing that ever happened to me and i can't take a damn photo!!!

haha yeah and WE WON! LIKE 30 000 DOLLARS. hahahaha. I'M SO FREAKING HIGH.
i couldnt believe it kept screaming and screaming. hahaha. DON AND DREW ARE SO FREAKING ASS FUNNY!!!

hahaha they said woodlands sec was so far north it might as well be malaysia hahah so cool. and there was this part where they wore the sc uniform haha so gay.

i'll make you a sandwich in the shape of spiderman with real sand and spiders

OMG CLICK 5 ROCKS MY SOCKS.

baby just say goodnight
i'll be gone tomorrow
baby just close your eyes
i can't take the sorrow
baby just walk away
you know i can't stay
there's no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight

I think we're alone now
there doesnt seem to be anyone around
i think we're alone now
the beating of our hearts is the only sound

BUT. NOW I DON'T FEEL LIKE STUDYING NOW. haha i suddenly feel like.. school and studying's such a trivial matter and like what for we mug so hard. like, life's much more than that right?

okay haha ignore that CHARLENE YOU SHOULD HAVE COME! IT'S LIKE SO ONCE IN A LIFETIME. HAHA. ACTUALLY NOT REALLY BUT .. YEAH. HAHAHA.

xoxoxox

hollaback crew tix(:

2006-04-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

hello(: uhhhm changed my skin.
haha oh YEAHHHH I'M GOING HOLLABACK FINALS!

hmm got the tickets yesterday after school when camille was giving them out. omg dg and us were rushing down to the amphi at 3.05. hahah thank god sec ones and twos weren't released yet. (:

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SATURDAY OMG.

happy april's fool :(

2006-04-01T19:59:00.000+08:00

ehehe omg SC MADE IT TO THE HOLLABACK CREW FINALS:D

hmmm today was eventful(: like went flag day in the morning. crap it made me so tired :( smart aileen arrived SO EARLY. NOT. she came at like 7.45 but joelyn and jiahui were the earliest man they came at like 8. hurr. haha and we ate lunch at like 10+.

after flag day went to meet michelle at city hall and we went raffles place to get my drink and we stayed to watch the G2000 fashion show. haha i get why people don't have to buy tickets to watch it. it's cus it's quite lousy and it lasted for only 15mins. but the models were so pretty:( and the guy models were like quite okay, if they didnt have such awful hair i'd call them cute. hahaa.

yeah and then went padang hehe. i thought there'll be like seats but there wasnt. :( damn hot and tiring i was sweating like shit. haha i think street fusion had the best performance they were seriously good. whitley sec was damn g_y one of their teams did this rap about singapore and how they loved it cus there wasnt any tsunami. aha. hehe and yeah we made it to the finals. cool aye. but then you have to win tickets to go:( i really really want to see click 5:( my new favorite band hehe. okay not really favorite but one of my favoritest bands/. mmhmm.
okay so that was my day. really cool. haha.

okay can i tell you how everyone's april-fooling me. I'M REALLY STUPID. :( or okay i'm just really trusting and i trust my friends too much to believe that they're lying to me. :(
but see, stupid devi told me she met shawn lee at suntec city at about 1 and then she was like happy april's fool. JASMINE'S JOKE WAS THE FREAKING WORST!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL FOR IT. ARGHHHHH. GUESS WHAT THAT ASS TOLD ME, SHE TOLD ME THAT THERE WAS THIS RELAY THAT THE GEOG TEST WAS BEING FORWARDED TO NEXT WEDNESDAY WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE 24TH AND I WAS LIKE HOW FREAKED OUT!!!

JASMINE YAM WATCH OUT ON MONDAY I'M GOING TO PUSH YOU ON THE ROAD AND WHEN THE CAR KNOCKS YOU DOWN I'LL BE LIKE HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL.

haha ohohoh i was so pissed over survivor ytd cus nick went out :( he was like one of the 2 people i liked on the show. and now he's gone. and i bet austin's going out nxt week and when he goes the show'll be all left with people i hate! sheesh i hate the whole casaya tribe like shit. they're like so damn cocky. some people dont even deserve to be there at all, people like danielle and cirie and SHANE. the only reason they're there it's cus they're damn ass lousy and they're so threatless. i really really hope shane goes out next week. and i hope terry won't be so stupid to give his immunity away. and i swear, if austin goes out next week i won't ever watch the show again. ahha i'm boycotting it.

okay hahha you know i'm lying.

2006-03-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

shit i'm going to screw up my geog test tomorrow :(

i freaking hate sundays. knowing that you have one whole week in front of you. mondays are the worst, seriously.

oh yeah, went back school ytd for the science fair and class cheer and mascot. haha only huifang cherie ann aileen kristin julie jasmine & i turned up HOW PATHETIC. haha. i think jasmine's the funniest person ever. and huifang laughs like some mad person okay. yeah so anyway we painted the class mascot and we did the class cheer which was SO FREAKING FUNNY how retarded hahhaa. power rangers omg.

i'm seriously going to fail all my tests this week i can't wait for it to be overrrrr. i havent started on amaths and emaths yet and i still have 5 pgs more to go for geog, plus all those handouts and notes.

shit X 100000000

(:

2006-03-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you, And all the things that you do.

i hate ng soo ling. she's such a idiot, trying to act bigshot and all. and she wears like such damn tight clothes that you can see her pantyline and i'm not kidding okay. the other day she was like telling us to wear non-coloured bras or something like that. huhhhh what about you and your undies huh.

anyway jasmine and aileen are so damn mean okay! they were laughing at my picture in the seating plan, so evilll! i know i looked retarded in sec one but so did everyone. hahahha. Thank god for nice people in the world like ann and claire. (:

BTW I AM FAILING EVERYTHING. eng chi and emath. i can't believe i failed both of my languages. that's like how stupid?

2006-03-21T20:14:00.000+08:00

take a look at the ordinary
Dont need to look at paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

hello(:
haha i just heard the hollaback crew thing on 98.7 OMG SC'S INSIDEEE. okay i didnt even know. hahaha:D
so anyway holidays were over on sunday. school started yesterday:( okay old news. haha.
and my legs are aching like shit cus of the ten rounds yesterday haha i nearly failed okay. you know i can't believe it, se & sy had nil failures. ours had quite a few. hehe and I WOULD BE ONE OF THEM TOO IF YOU GUYS HADNT KEPT PULLING ME. HAHAH. THANKS MELISSA KRISTYN KAT CHARISSA FOR HELPING ME PASS(: and tiff & aileen for sprinting the last 100m with me(:
i <3333333 you people:)

so anyway. i'm supposed to complete my heymaths now. :(

YOU KNOW I FEEL LIKE I WASTED MY HOLIDAYS:(
10 more weeks to june holidays. >:(((((

But out on the street
it starts to pour
and before i get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly

2006-03-17T14:12:00.000+08:00

I overthought

So I locked up my heart yeah

There you stood

Your blue eyes hidden beneath your hood

hello i'm so stupid i went to scratch my sandfly bite really hard and now the stupid thing's bleeding. hahaha.

anyway, went back school AGAIN for freaking science fair, 4th time in this week. sucks man.
hmmmmm watched amazing race ytd and i hate how dani and danielle and eric and jeremy flirt with each other okay. hurhur but i do think eric's quite cute, or wait, is it jeremy? haha. but they're so horny anyway, i hope they get out soon, like NEXT WEEK, DOUBLE ELIMINATION! hahahahha. oh i like bj and tyler! joseph and monica are okay too. bj and tyler are so funny. i think they're a lil bit like fred and george weasley cus they're a teeny bit retarded. hahah. and lake and michelle are really mean to each other. haha.

lake(violently): read the instructions again!
michelle: i'm going to punch you in the face.

haahha.

2006-03-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

hi people(:

went NUS in the morning to collect the science fair stuff from some person there, called ji liang hui. haha the labs there are so cool. oh check this out.

mrs logan: where are you from?
ji liang hui: huh? oh, i'm from the moon.

HAHAHAHA.
went to watch nanny mcphee today with devi and yee. its not really nice. but nanny mcphee's so sweet(: hahah. anyway i'd rate it like about 6 out of 10. oh and the popcorn at century cineplex makes me want to puke okay.. and seriously there was some puking smell there. and the aircon's so freaking lousy. i want to watch yours mine and ours. and cry wolf.

ameican idol's so nice. HAHA, I ONLY KNEW TODAY THAT THERE'S A CONTESTANT CALLED KATHERINE MCPHEE! omg so cool. if she decided to be a nanny she'd be nanny mcphee. hawhawhaw
you know who i like? lisa tucker and kevin:D i think kevin rocked today, he sang part time lovers and i'm so in love with that song right now:D haha and simon cowell was so funny, he said bucky's hair looked like jessica simpson's hahahah.
and i think paula abdul's a lil fake.

you and me, part time lovers.

2006-03-14T13:56:00.000+08:00

spice girls- let love lead the way
What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and young
And her life has just begun
What does her future hold
that's the story left unknown
Will she make it through her days,
let our love lead the way

(chorus)
Part of me laughs (ooooh)
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why (question why)
Why is there joy
And why is there pain (ooh)
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here
Next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way

Sitting there all alone
In the window of her room
Watching the world go by
Brings tears to her eyes
All she sees is hurt and pain,
she wants to break the chain
She'll keep pressing everyday
and she'll find her own sweet way

-->chorus

You can be all that and still can be who you are
You gotta know for sure that it isn't make believe
You may feel weak but you are strong
Don't you give up
If you keep holding on, you'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes cause it lies deep in your heart, yeah

-->chorus

Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way
Love lead the way

new blogskin<3

2006-03-12T17:41:00.000+08:00

hello all. i changed my skin okay, because of this stupid person, guess who! haha.

devi: change your blogskin!!
devi: it is so old!!
me: i like it(:
me: hahaha
me: some other day man
me: hehe but this blogskin is so nice
devi: i'm sick n tired of it..hahaz..

well thanks a lot devi. haha.
oh yeah people cheers cus the holidays are here! hahahah:D even though its only one lousy miserable week but hey, better than nothing right.

oh who wants to hear about the freaky gross incident on friday. hahah. so after sch me huiting priyanka and nora went to look for mrs logan and there's this sec 4 person standing there while we talked to her about the science fair thing. and she was doing all sorts of spastic things okay. yeah then nora left for guides and the sec 4 girl became all gross and stuff. GUESS WHAT SHE SAID! I THINK SHE'S A FREAKING $^*^&$(# PSYCHO. she said she wanted nora's number and NORA'S BODY IS SO DESIRABLE and she went on and on about nora. omg and she said all that in front of mrs logan okay! and then mrs logan was staring at her with a lil bit of disgust and she was like 'dont creep people out sarah.' oh yeah and she saw the date on our proposal and she was like 'february 14th- we were meant to be.' we were so freaking grossed out. WHAT A LESBIAN.

went to isabelle's house at night cus it was her birthday on 7th march happy belated birthday isabelle:D. haha yeah the road near her house is really hard to cross haha. anyway it was so funny aileen and me were wearing the same op slippers but mine was pink and hers was brown and when we reached is's house there was a pair of blue op slippers there. hahaha. anyway yeah joella is pretty much still as hyper as everrrrrr. lmao.

went compass point yesterday with sinyee haha. oh and watched the spirits within at night gray shouldnt have died. :(

anyway. okay. happy holidays! hahahha.

2006-03-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

I MISS HOMEEEE.

obs was one hell of a experience, it was all worth it. i think 5 days out there can really change a person, right now i'm feeling older, more mature:D hahaha. my watch's damn nice okay:D but above everything obs was damn fun. but duh it was tiring too. like carrying dozens of kayaks to the beach, that was damn tiring.

i think the first day was pretty bad! hahah. we got stuck in the mud cus the water was like really really low tide, and many of us got cuts. i'm like really lucky, i don't have any. hohoho. aft that we learnt how to pitch tents, and i'm so proud i know how to pitch a tent all by myself! ahahaha. we had to cook our own dinner and it was pretty average, like the rice was hard, and there was only canned food. but when you're out there hungry, you don't really care what you eat as long as there's food.

the second day was scary ahha. we did the capsizing and rescueing drill ahha damn scary for me. i kept imagining there was some jellyfish behind me when i was in the water hahaha. and the rescueing thing sucked! we couldnt even lift the kayak onto ours. lmao, i was like quite pissed there. then joey and li en had to help us, they were so damn funny. we did belaying after that which wasnt that scary cus its not high. after that we trekked to the next camp and our shoulders and backs were so tired.

hahah i was the watch ic for the third day! yay. lynette went home cus she was homesick. so pissed please. >:( anyway we did rock climbing hahaha i was hanging up there lah!! but i managed to for like 3/4 of the wall! clap please! :D it's like such a great acheivement for someone who's scared of heights! hahahaa. then we had sea expedition wahlao that was quite sucky. we kayaked for around 2 to 3 hours omg. okay but wasnt as long as i expected, cus they told us we were going to kayak for around 5 hours. so it was like quite surprising when we reached the camp like so fast. haha and we had no toilets! lol. so we had to pee in the open.
we cooked dinner at around 8. it was like all dark hahah. and dinner was SO FILLING please! we cooked so much maggiemee we had to dump all the excess into the sea. lol.

yesterday was funfunfun. i mean the quarry part! the quarry was damn nice. we had to build the raft first and a barrel came out first when we launched it into the quarry and then it all started falling apart. awww. so we had to dismantle it and put it all back into the store. and then we had 10 minutes more to jump into the quarry again(: it was so relaxing, just floating there in your lifevest. haha but we had to change in the open after that. and then we trekked all the way back to the original camp. was like damn tired but still had to do up the store.
and it was the last night in obs! (:

today was slack! haha. we autographed each other's books and cleaned up the toilet, and saw a stick insect ahhaha. it seriously looks like a stick. lmao. and i bought a obs shirt(:

haha i miss my bonnie no. 2 and 3! :( overall i think obs was a really good experience.
and its not as bad as i thought it was haha.
and today was so pissing stupid huiting she told me to wait for her at the lobby today, and i waited and waited and she wasnt there. >:(

how annoying.

2006-02-25T18:09:00.000+08:00

obs on monday:( sucks man.
haha went to get my obs things today, and i realised now i forgot to buy sunblock and shoe bag:( argh. forgot matches too..

yesterday
went century cineplex to watch i not stupid too, haha like finally right. its so sad lah>
but then there was this stupid group of kids who were like sec one and they were being so effing gay and annoying. you know the part when the girl reached inside her shirt to get her handphone then this guy was like 'nice boobs.' whatever lah. yeah then there was this clapping part at the end and this stupid effing guy stood up and clapped too. i feel like giving them the finger. hahahahah. okay kidding. :D arghhhhhhhhh okay now ~~i don't like sec ones~~. most of them anyway. haha ~~i know i was sec one before too~~ but .. that's different. hahahah. (:

hehe okay at night vonn came to print her stuff then i was playing around with her handphone's camera! ahhaa. so seriously cool. i hope my plan ends soon. i want to get a new phone. :)
watched survivor with her aft that. haha even though she was supposed to print her stupid notes. hello, wasted so much of my ink. ahhaha. and then we were talking about how aras was walking so slowly in the beam thing hahaha. so lame. everyone was rushing lah then he and the old man were walking so damn slowly okay but they still won. haha. how unfair. heheh and we both think nick has nice abs! ahhaha.

oh yeah watched beauty and the geek too.. i like mindy:D man why can't it be uglies and the hunk. hahah.

2006-02-18T18:41:00.000+08:00

See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts
and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?

hello(:
urmm. went cp after school with yee vonn and vi and wasted my time haha. somebody loves to sit. a lot. :D haha then somehow ended up listening to ghost stories. some people dont know the meaning of shut up, so can't really blame them. ahhaha. vonn was telling me 2 girls drowned in pulau ubin.. actually i sorta heard that already, and i really didnt want to hear that again you know. haha. oh and heard some sick jokes. haha.

there were 11 pencils and one of them got one pregnant. which one impregnated the pencil.
okay.. highlight if you wanna know the answer. the one without rubber haha lame right. yee and i were more like thinking of the one with sharp or blunt end. hahaha. and was having this stupid convo with them at night and my grandma saw me laughing haha. :D

okay and watched survivor:D JASMINE I DO NOT LIKE SHANE OKAY.. hahah. i just think he's okay. YEE AND DEVI, fine aras is QUITE cute. hahah. but somehow i just like austin better :D and i noticed nick has more ... defined abs. hahaha. (: and i think danielle is quite pretty but she has urm... quite big assets lmao. and it was so cool when aras used his yoga move lah. i tried it on myself haha like he pressed on the thigh. no effects what.

thursday
had hol, so went to look for the crown gall plant with hoting and liqin. haha i dunno why i'm so used to calling her hoting. you know i called her once and i went 'hello is hoting in' hahah thank god she picked up the phone or else her family will be like 'who's ho ting' hahahaha. (x
yepp anyway couldnt find it so went pizza hut to eat lunch heh. and we kept laughing like shit. don't ask me why. ahha. (: and then hoting and i went to toilet right, and she saw some actress person. i dont even know who she is. haha. some woman who acted as some princess person in duno what show. :\ anyway whatever.

so. today was SWELL. one whole day and i studied SIX MISERABLE PAGES of the geog txtbk. i swear i'm going to fail. :( i just can't concentrate. just damn great. plus we're having chi test on tues. shit man. suddenly obs seems like a holiday. ahha. but seriously i dont mind obs if we're going kayaking and all the water activites SOLELY, but we have to do all the rock climbing things and i'm damn scared of heights so.. yeah. i reallyreallyreally hope i'm in the water group and that i can stay in the dorm for all 5 nights! -crossesmyfingers- (:

'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter'
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

okay time to hit the books again.

2006-02-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

hello just watched princess diaries 2 on disney channel:) my third time:D

joseph: my majesty, you're late.
clarisse: a queen is never late. the others are simply early.

nicholas: can i borrow your horse?
farmer: (on the phone) oh he wants my horse (getting off)
nicholas: my bike is yours.
farmer: how am i supposed to herd sheep with a bike?

hahahahah:D i think nicholas' cute.

so. was trying to take the earrings off just now. :( my mum was like pulling and pulling at them and it was so pain and i kept shouting pain ahaha. then she got sortof annoyed and gave up. no actually i told her to stop. haha. then stupid aileen had to go scaring me with some secretion shit and i quote 'the secretion solidified inside' ahhahaah. idiot. and she was telling me her ear holes closed up the first time she pierced cus after taking out it was too pain to put another pair in. oh, thanks for telling me teo, i really wanted to know that. :D

went mustafa ytd with pri and hoting(: my first time hha. anyway it's really nice and huge and nice! haha. seriously seriously. :) went there to get the garlic oil thing, and we walked so much. haha then me and hoting's back was hurting cus our bags were so heavy so we were trying to kinda massage each other's back. but priyanka's back didnt even ache:( even though she just had her training and her bag is like heavier than ours. hehe.
then aft that went to take a picture of the canal thing. hoting's supposed to come online now to send the pict to me. :(
haha YEAH THEN WE WERE WALKING TO THE MRT STATION AND HOTING TOOK HER JACKET FROM ME AND I DROPPED MY JACKET! ON THE FLOOR WITH RAINWATER! >:(
gross. haha.

yeahhhhh. watched survivor on fri. shane's kinda weird but i think he's sweet cus he misses his kid. :( so poor thing. but he smokes, and he was stupid to join the show cus he knows he can't smoke there.

oh and i'm having my first tuition session 2mr. MY TUTOR'S MY NEIGHBOR. WEIRD RIGHT.
he lives next next next door. hahaha.
okay gonna study chem now and twist my earrings some more :D

2006-02-09T17:30:00.000+08:00

hii just came back from badminton. :/ it just got less slackish and my partner's a sec 1(: i thought she was like sec 4 or sth.. hahaha. and poor tessa has to train with the coach whose english is like as bad as cheng's. hahah tessa has so much funny names. :)

cheng is evilevilevil. cus we were doing the grow me template thing, and he called us up one by one, and then someone wrote she wanted to grow taller, then he was like, look at the people around you some of them dont even grow taller anymore they grow sideways. so evil right! some things you just dont say to girls, you stupid ass. and his voice is seriously seriously loud. he alwasy talks over us and whenever we get louder then he'll just raise his voice which is just so. DEAFENING. i think he doesnt realise how loud he is. hahha. and his pronounciation is just weird. hahah and recently he keep saying 'come on' and 'talk to me' hahahaa.

anyway. had bio test today and i just flunked it. :( haha i didnt really study properly i guess. i didnt study the microscope thing which is like 5 marks. how would i know they were gonna test such stupid things huh. :(
hehe and we got back amaths test today and chinese test on tues.
haha i think hoting's really pissed cus she actually read the book and she studied so much but i didnt read it at all. hahhaaa.

i'm looking forward to the NZ trip! only we havent had a briefing yet. everyone else had briefings already lah. even the UK one which is like same time as ours. isit. hahaa.

and how come everone knows what mustafa is? hahaha. i dunno what it is! just found out today. (:

Well he seemed broked hearted something with in him
But the moment that i first layed eyes on him
All alone on the edge of seventeen

Just like a white wing dove sings a song sounds like she sing it
Oh baby oh
Just like a white wing dove sings a song sounds like she sing it
Oh baby oh

2006-02-01T16:49:00.000+08:00

hurrrrrrm. had co reunion today during recess but it was so pathetic only half of the class were there. where were the other stupid half of the class huh.
anyway chinese new year was boring and stupid. i only went visiting on monday, and on sat and sun my cousins came, but STILL, i only got a lousy miserable $60. >:( its getting lesser and lesser every year larh. last year was like $70. my relatives're all in like hk china and australia.
the only thing nice about cny is the teevee shows and the new clothes.

haha that reminds me of COYOTE UGLY i think it rocks. even though i dont really like violet's voice and kevin's aussie accent but they're really good looking. heh. and leann rimes rock too haha. oh and i seriously didnt know coyote was pronounced as ca-yote-ti i thought it was pronounced as coy-yote. hahaha. :) and tyra banks looked quite skinny in there.
i watched american music awards too. and i think mariah carey's quite fat haha. i mean not that i'm skinny but i really think she's quite fat haha and my father and cousins think so too. only my BROTHER doesnt think so. i told him mariah carey's fat and he said i'm crazy where got. :/ huh i think he's abit cock-eyed and he told me that she's on his list of top 10 women lmao.

anyway there's american idol and antm tonight:D i dont really like the auditions part actually haha. but then tonight they have the damn retarded contestant who went "rahhhhhh" ahha.
oh and SURVIVOR'S COMING BACK. i love survivor. [:

okay bye gotta study i dont understand a damn thing

2006-01-27T18:09:00.000+08:00

omg today rocked. haha not school. but after school.
we had the worst concert everrrrrrr. sucked cus it was so damn boring.
haha and then in the morning i was having cramps or stomachache or whatever and it was so pain. /: i'm still having abit now. haha. anyway we won 3rd for the class deco thing. haha actually i dont really care. lol. and today all those ip people came back, so the 2co people were doing the co cheer but stupid aileen was too stupid to bring the oranges down so we had to go up and get it and we sort of missed it. lmao. haha and the idiot went to write gong xi fa cai, only she went to write the cai as the guan cai the cai. hahaha. like omg larh.

after that went little india to meet yvonne and her friends and then went kovan to meet sinyee. haha and then that guy went to say i want to bash him up or sth? lol. haha we ate separately like vonn and her friends ate yoshi and yee me and devi ate macs. :/ haha devi's friends came along too lol.:D omg it was so funny larh. so devi thinks my uni 's obscene. lol. ahha then we took some pics with sinyee's handphone and it was so retarded. lmao. then me and devi couldnt finish our fries lol.

haha then when we went home we started talking about some tongue twisters thing, and sinyee recorded it in her hp:) it was so so retarded. haha minute maid limeade lemonade she sells seashells by the seashore peter piper picked a peck of pickled pepper. RETARDED. haha then we laughed so much. :D

i'm so happy now cus its CNY= holidays.

OH BTW I GOT INTO THE NEWZEALAND TRIP. :) even though it was my second choice. but whatever i guess. i dont know who i'm bunking with. :( maybe aletheia or reshma if shes going or maybe vanessa? sheesh.

i love aileen sinyee devi & huiting <3
oh and i love bsb too. brian sings so nice and his voice is so nice too.(:
alrighty. can't wait for rush hour isit 2mr? jackie chan is so funny. too bad he's getting old. he's like 50 sth already:(

and i saw america's nxt top model and simple life on wed, haha so damn funny lah. nicole richie and paris hilton are the funniest pair ever and too bad they're 'broken up' now or sth. :/ haha and i like KYLE. and nicole's okay too. I DONT LIKE JAYLA AND BRE. they're so petty. like please lah. a secret is so easy to tell. why must they like fight over the same secret. >:(

this post is L O N G.

2006-01-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

hahaha mdm lee asked us to do some questions from amaths txtbk and the answers are at the back so i was checking them and i realised how great my amaths was.

1. a,c) correct
b, d, e, f)wrong

2. a, b)wrong

3. c)correct
a, b, d, e, f)wrong

hahaha WOW right. so i got 11 out of 14 wrong lmao.

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY AILEEN TEO <3>
and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PRIYANKA<3

(:

2006-01-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

dont you just love this song..

kelly clarkson: walk away
You've got your mother and your brother
Every other undercover
Tellin' you what to say
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is
That it's cupid, baby
Lovin' you has made me this way

So before you point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger
Oh yeah
You need to know this situation's getting old
And now the more you talk
The less I can say, oh

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away
Just walk away
Just walk away

I waited here for you
Like a kid waiting after school
So tell me how come you never showed?
I gave you everything
And never asked for anything
And look at me
I'm all alone

So, before you start defendin'
Baby, stop all your pretendin'
I know you know I know
So what's the point in being slow
Let's get the show on the road today

HeyI'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away
Just walk away
Just walk away

I wanna love
I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires
I wanna man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me?
Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just leave

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away
If you don't have the answer
Walk away
Just walk away
Then just leave
Yeah yeah
Walk away
Walk away
Walk away

2006-01-14T01:17:00.000+08:00

HEYHO I'M STILL AWAKE. hahahaa. trying to write some pieces for the stupid portfolio! its not easy, i tell you. my eye's seriously itchy now. haha. stayed back for the noticeboard decor. today! lol. it was so seriously funny. we just like cut out magazine pictures, and paste them all over. sort of. hahaha jasmine is some big king kong fan! all the 7 or so king kong pictures is like she cut out one. lol. hahaha omg and then! there's this picture of this woman, but her face isnt there instead there's this white space that says: insert picture here. jasmine says she's fann wong. lol. so then hoting had this stupid idea to paste kingkong's face over that! LOL. hahaha all of you can come gr to see. its right nxt to the whiteboard.

hahaha okay then.
goodnight! i wanna sleep so bad. :)

2006-01-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

haha hey my com's fixed so. yaye. lol. i have like loads to blog about. lol loads of crap hahaa. whatever anyway. my holidays were like how damn ass boring. haha. hk was boring. oh we went hk disneyland. which was boring. lol. cus like its so damn small and you can stroll the whole place in an hour if you dun take the rides. which you have to queue for like so long before you get to go on the thing which sucks. haha. and my birthday was boring too. :( jeez you know what EVERYTHING WAS BORING. lol. hahaha except for these wanchai riots which were SO SO SO exciting i wish i'd been there lmao. hahahah.

oh yeah and i pierced my ears during the hols for those of you who still dun know. lol. and whoa it was like DAMN PAIN. hello, those of you who said it was just some lousy pinch. it was SO SO SO PAIN i nearly fainted. lol. hahahaa. and dun tell me im lousy lol.

okay. been meeting yvonne to go sch these few days. she is so damn sway one. we've been standing like everyday in the mrt cus there wasnt seats. and today there was actually seats but these lousy guys went to sit and we were like hello cant you stand can you see our bags are so damn heavy. lol. correction: my bag was heavy and hers wasnt. she doesnt even use txtbks so her bag is like so damn light larh. haha and the stupid idiot borrowed my chem book for nth lol.

oh and. I DUN LIKE SCHOOL NOW. i used to like school, like last year. hahah cus i dun really like this class. haha and jasmine and i wwant to start this anti-gr club. lol. haha whatever. i tell you jasmine is so damn funnayyyyyye. hahaha she feels like slapping this person. and then the maggie T thing was so funny too. lol. anyway. I WANNA GO BACK TO 2CO. :)

oh went to watch narnia with michelle and charl ytd. narnia is like quite okay. but its abit boring. lol. GUESS WHO WAS LATE. AS USUAL. hahaha. that michelle gwendolyn kee ai gek. lmao. hhaha and she ate so much during the movie i cant stnad it. she ate one whole popcorn combo and one whole bucket of cotton candy. oh my gosh lol. and charl sneaked macs inside and she was like tearing the burger up in pieces and eating it. hahaha that stupid person still went swimming with yanjun after the movie when it was drizzling. im the only sane person. lol.

hahaha btw i dun wanna go obs can! obs sucks. i am so scared of heights. how am i gonna do those rock climbing things. can someone give me measles please. hahah even though we're gonna pay 300 bucks for it but i dun mind paying it for nth. i only want the canoeing part. yvonne's goin nxt week. and that charlyn only needs to go for 3 days! while we're going 5 whole miserable days. SWELL.

AND WHO WANTS TO GO ITALY! HAHA. even though i'll prob. never get chosen but still. whatever. lol.

okay.
got geog to do. oh i hate geog now.
who wants to learn about some stupid plates anyway.
oh and our class noticeboard is really really fugly lol. seriously the board is just like argh.
but y'know, whatever. hahaha.

2005-12-22T18:03:00.000+08:00

i dont know why we even try to get along when half the time one of us always ends up pissed.
sometimes i love you and sometimes i really hate you when you're being such an insensitive ass-hole.
and you being such a close person to me just makes it all worse, you make me feel damn ass hurt.
i dunno if you were like just in a bad mood or what, but just so you know, whats said is said, you cant take them back, and now i know that's what you think of me.

2005-12-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

wtf

2005-12-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

hey guys a very important reminder:

8 more days to my birthday! hahaha. i'm like one of the last ppl to turn 14??? it really sucks. >:(

anyway. i'm effing bored here. hurrrm. reading gossip girl now. smoking seems cool now. and so does saying the f word. haha.

guess what. i'm looking forward to going back to sch! am i the only one or what huh.

2005-12-03T11:15:00.000+08:00

leaving in a few hours.. see ya. (:

<3

2005-12-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

okay.. went for lunch today at heartland mall with sinyee. :) decided to pierce our ears together when i come back from hk! how cool is that aye. haha. we even looked at earrings lol. (: after that went dental. hahah i know i said i wouldnt go before. i changed my mind lmao. anyway. dental was quite okay. (: then saw nicole in bus stop! hahaha. so took bus with her. she made peerleading sound so fun! so now i regret not joining it haha. now i realise so many people in 2co are in peerleading! :( and then! saw shiva at the little india station. havent seen her for 2 years?! i dont know how i recognised her at all! haha. i was walking past her family and then her mum looked at me and i looked back, and i was thinking she looks familiar, and then she called shiva so we said hi and bye. hahahaa. lamoooo. lol.

LEAVING FOR HK TOMORROW! haha. till 27th. (: many people leaving 2mr too! like nora and cecilia! so cool! only it'll be cooler if we're leaving at the same time! haha. but cecilia's plane's at 11pm, nora's at 10am, mine at 4pm. i dont like my plane time. haha. i want a night plane. (:
OH GUESS WHAT!!! i'm talking to my brother now on msn and he says there's a hail storm there in australia now! like real ice falling down! hahaha omgggg so coollllllllllll. i wish singapore had like hail storm too! only its too hot. a fire storm will do too. hahaha nah just kidding.

okayyy.
see ya 2mr!

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

When you tell me that you love me
<3

2005-11-29T16:34:00.000+08:00

sheesh i'm so bored. watched project runway yesterday.. i think i like kara. and i like the black model. her name's like martinique or something. she's so pretty! hahah. :D

and screw ding yishan! this is all his fault. i dont understand why niuniu and aixue keep blaming each other when its ALL YISHAN'S FAULT. ALL HIS STUPID ASS FAULT. SCREW HIM. hahhaha. i'm sort of on aixue's side too. haha.

oh and i am considering piercing my ears.. haha. PEOPLE! TELL ME IF IT'S PAINFUL. lol.
i think i'm gonna pierce when i come back from hk.. :) great. I'M GONNA SKIP MY DENTAL APPOINTMENT ON FRIDAY TOO. i already went in june hols, so.. whatever man. hahaha. and how come i am the only one who has to go back for dental??? stupid dentist.
and i have started planning for next year's holidays! lmao. i am gonna get a job. hahaha. then i wont be bored anymore, and i can get $$$$$. see? killing two birds with a stone. hahah.
i'm gonna become manager and earn 10 grand a month.. hahaha.

2005-11-27T13:59:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGG CHNNEL 5 HAS ALL THE NCIE MOVIES IN DECEMBER!! LIKE PRINCESS DIARIES AND LEGALLY BLONDE. BUT! I'LL BE IN HK! ARGHHH. I'LL BE SPENDING 3 BORING WEEKS IN HK :/

2005-11-26T09:49:00.000+08:00

it's so early now. ): anyway. went to watch harry potter on tuesday with my cousins. haha they were late! they said meet at 1.30 and instead they just left their house at 1.30. yeah then i had to wait 30 minutes. henry's gonna be a really lousy date when he grows up. haha. then went to get tickets yeah.. we got the 5 o'clock show and we had to wait 3 hours. hahah then henry was like why not watch another movie at 3, then come out at 5 and watch harrypotter... hahah i think that was so damn funny. :D
anyway. harry potter is so damn funny. i like ron! BLOODY HELL hahah. the snape part was funny too. i like snape now. hahahha. i'm evil. ((: i like cedric too. i cried when he died. hahah. and i tell you, cecilia was laughing when he died!!! HOW EVIL IS SHE!!! >:(

hahaha okay, collected my uniform yesterday. (: then went tampines to shop again.. haha.
oh and yesterday was the most boring episode of rainbow connection everrrr. i think yishan's the most effing asshole then followed by niuniu and then aixue. why didnt yoyo go fight with that niuniu huh.. i think they all deserve a slap. hahah.
yeah then after that watched survivor. haha i think it's getting bitchy in survivor. judd seriously got no brains one okay. i doubt he even paid attention to the story. he burnt dunno how many sticks. but then he was quite smart when he said that the person you least expect to lie is the biggest liar of all. so true. (: i like rafe and cindy now. rafe is so damn pro lah, he got like so many immunities. and cindy's like a monkey! did you see how she climbed through the rope challenge. /:

okay.. is there anything to watch today.. oh yeah i watched the sixth sense on wed and i dont think its that scary. haha but the ending was quite good i think. :)

oh yeah.
an advanced
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
SINYEE!!! love you loads. haha. yayye.

<3

2005-11-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

rules of the game:
1) post 5 weird or random facts about yourself.
2) at the end, write the 5 names of people you want to do this quiz, the tag in their blog to leave them a note to tell them to see your blog.

hahaha. lame lah..

- i get blisters when i wear slippers! haha. blisters between the toes.
- i don't like to throw away things
- i take very long to blog
- i don't like rap songs
- i want earholes but don't dare to pierce((:

5 people
- sinyee
- devi
- aileen
- cecilia
- michelle

hahaha.

today was great, when out to make my uniform with cecilia. haha it's so ex. i mean all you do is get some fabric then sew. /: and i think should have delivery, then can deliver to my house, and don't have to collect. hahaha. okay, anyway i'm collecting on friday. after that went tampines to eat lunch, then got presents for people. haha i'm broke.
i'm going to watch harry potter tomorrow! [:
okay.
byee.

2005-11-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

went to watch just like heaven with sinyee yesterday haha it's really funny. i like the guy who works at the bookshop place. he's so funny. anyway we went long john for lunch. i think the fries are nice. haha. i got more fries than sinyee! :) i'm so damn likable that's why. lol:)
i want to watch harrypotter! i'm going on monday, i think. :] and i don't have to pay for it cus i'm going with my cousin and his family! so cool aye. :D

okay anyway, went sgh to get my grandfather too. saw zhangde pri today! actually only the premises since the school moved. they're gonna demolish it and build a 6-storey one i think.. anyway i really miss it. i had a really great 3 years there. all the people and teachers are really nice. haha and we used to believe that the toilets were haunted, thanks to what this person called melissa told us. and i remember this particular maths lesson, when the teacher was flashing some transparencies and then benjamin was telling me and ewen some stories. haha about the trouble, manners and who else. it was so damn funny.. then i kept asking benjamin to talk louder cus i couldnt hear. anyway. thisperson asked manners to wait outside the police station and he went in. and he said something and the policeman said did you leave your manners outside and he said yeha how did you know? then the policeman said are you looking for trouble? haha. i bet everyone knows the story.

yeah then i remember this pe lesson when it was so funny me and ewen were laughing alot and i laughed till i wanted to pee. haha. and there was this maths lesson when jessica was doing dunno what with her stationary and she was creating this traffic thing and i was laughing. then the teacher was like asking me to shut up or she'll send me out of class.. hahaha.
seriously funny.
okay.
rainbow connection's starting!

ciao. [:

2005-11-13T14:02:00.000+08:00

i'm alone at home now.. damn bored okayy.
ohohoh i just went macs to get my lunch. anyway this guy stashed my fries upside down into the plastic bag haha. so then i waited for my burger w/o sauce, then this woman saw the upside down fries. you know the woman who takes our order in the queue. oh she's the one who devi hates. hahaha. yeah then she wanted to know who stashed them upside down and i was like nevermind. haha then she insisted on knowing okay.. so i just said the guy. haha and she knew which guy it was, so damn smart. okay. she made the guy pack the fries properly for me. haha. then the guy was like dao-ing me okay!!! when he gave me the fries and burger. it's not my fault lah. hahaha.

i want to buy westlife's new album. there's this song inside that i like. haha it's called hit you with the real thing.

Like what (take it till you're high and low)
Like how (system overload)
Like who (sure you wanna rock the boat)
And hit you with the real thing

What (rock you from the left to right)
Like how (electro paradise)
Like who (if you wanna up your line)
And hit you with the real thing

2005-11-12T13:06:00.000+08:00

lemme tell you about yesterday night okay. haha okay. i was sitting on the bed in my grandmother's room watching survivor when this big lizard entered the room. yeah then i didnt dare to get out of the room cus the lizard was like near the door. then. i was watching the voting part right. and that lizard suddenly like fell from the ceiling, and it nearly dropped on the bed okay! where i was sitting! but it fell to the floor instead. haha i think if it fell on the bed i would have fainted. haha so anyway i got so scared, i screamed and ran to the living room. hahaha. then i got my mum to help me search my room for lizards haha. and found a stupid baby lizard. anyway i wanted my mum to kill it but she didnt want to and she was like lizards are good guys they help us eat mosquitoes. haha but anyway. i slept in my mum's room cus lizards are lizards and what if they went onto the bed when i was sleeping and they crawled on my face? hahaha.

lizards suck! boooo.

2005-11-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

okay went library today. and in the morning went to fetch my grandfather from sgh. haha and took taxi home. oh you know i sat in the front today! the seat beside the driver! eh my first time okay!! haha i know i'm so damn deprived. hahaha.

yesterday went to watch oliver twist. i think thinking of it as olivia twist! haha. and just now i though of it as liver twist. hahaha. okay nvm. oliver twist sucks! it's so damn boring. actually we wanted to watch sky high, but bugis is so freaking lousy it didnt show sky high anymore. it just came out one week ago lah. now i hate shaw. and the cinema in bugis doesnt even have carpeted floors! and the chair creaks. hahah. and the chair in front of you is like higher than your eyes so you can't slouch. okay then the lido shaw one you have to look up at the screen okay. and the chair is like really uncomfortable. i hate shaw. i am never going shaw again.

okay then. oh and on wednesday the dentist called me! so freaky okay, i picked up the phone and then the dentist was like hello i'm from scgs health clinic, then she wanted me to go for an appointment on the 2nd of dec. i dont want to go. i thought everyone was like going for a checkup, so i didnt ask her why i had to go. okay but turns out i think i'm the only one who needs to lah. i already went for the june one!!! damn unfair! i bet they made a mistake or something. i should have told them i was going on a holiday from now till school reopened. hahaha.

oh and i'm allowed to go make my uniform! hahaha. good. i'm going with cecilia. and my daddy's returned to china. ): but didnt get to send him off cus needed to go sgh. argh okay.
i'm eating the last coke strip now. hahaha. and and and! i've been watching rainbow connection! hahaha it's quite funny. i like jianyi okay!! he's cute. i told aileen this and she said yucks! hmmphh. i bet she likes jia yao ming!!! hahaha. and tonight got survivor! can't wait. [:
i think judd's an ass. jamie too. the only ones i like are steph, and.. no one else! hahaha.
okay bye now. [:

2005-11-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

hahaha yihui and i are having a convo now.. in the middle of the night. haha. i'm trying to talk to yvonne tan too but she won't say hi back. hahaha so i think she's like playing maple or something, or watching some dumb anime show. haha. oh i watched rainbow connection today. i dont like that jeanette aw's frizzy hair. and i watched abit of gotcha. haha i just realised that cheryl tay is that miss singapore.. okay i'm like really slow. hahaha. anyway. i think that gagster thing is funnier.

okay. went to visit my grandfather in sgh in the afternoon. and wahlao, walk through sgh can die one. seriously okay!! my grandfather was in like block 5, and my daddy and i walked from outram park mrt station to it. okay its just next to sgh but there were quite alot of slopes and plus my daddy was walking like super damn fast and i felt like nearly dying. hahaha. i am getting really really really unfit, cus all i do everyday is to sit on my ass in front of the computer. or read storybooks. oh and i think the sisterhood of the travelling pants book is really nice. i read the third summer. its superb okay.. everyone must go read.

okay its 12.31 now.. and i'm gonna sleep. hahaha night! <3

2005-11-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

I AM REALLY REALLY BORED AT HOME. :( ohkayy, anyway today went library with sinyee and after that we went minitoons to buy gummiess. haha. i think the apple ring tastes weird.
oh and i have to take some injection before i go hk nxt mth. eeee-er. munching's taking hers today. i think she's a crazy toot she thinks injections are really cool cus they're like magic when the needles disappear into your skin. haha she's nuts. (:

howhowhow i'm so damn bored at home. /: i'm dying of boredom. >:(

2005-11-01T18:23:00.000+08:00

just watched miss usa and i like miss florida! haha. [:
i'm being bored to death at home. :( ohkay at least my daddy's coming back tonight. :D
oh-- happy belated halloween haha. [:

2005-10-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

omg, its like the end of school already. haha y'know what i dont want this year to ever end. its been a reallyreally good year with loads of nice people in 2co. haha WE WON TALENTIME! lady marmalade. reshma started crying when the results came out. haha oh and 3RD PRIZE FOR STOMP! lol stomp was seriously crazy i was laughing on stage and so was everyone else. so we couldnt sing the songs properly but i guess that's what made everything so funny. haha. and later we got to perform again for prize giving in the primary school hall. but that performance was seriously screwed cus the mikes were screwed and the stupid audience was laughing at us i think. haha. anyway.

i'll miss 2co loads! i love you guys. and i love joella, isabelle, charlyn, charmaine, lisabelle and joey! and yy. <3 thanks for making this year such a great one, i'll miss you guys so much. ):
I LOVE 2 CO. <3 (: